Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

you're MUCH MUCH more preetier than me.
everyone KNOWS that and they can SEE that.
it's the fact isn't it?
i know it.
you and your sister are the good daughters among all our cousins.
you girs are the preetiest, the cleverest, the ones who always knows how to dress themselves up.
and not to forget you girls are everyone's favourites.
i am just a piece of shite in people's eyesight.
that's the cause that whenever i go out with you girls i will always, ALWAYS look down on myself.
that's also the cause why i rarely meet up with you girls or even slept over your house like how i used to.
i know you girls will say that you don't mean it that way but i can feel it.
i can really feel it and it feels really sucks. i hate the feeling.
i thought i could look up on to you girls whenever i had a problem but now i realise that i am not up to you girls standard.
i know im not as preety as you girls.
im not as clever as you girls.
i just make people feel disgusted a lot when they look, talk or even with me.
you girls are the pearls and anybody's eyes.
you girls are the best in everything.


yesterday was the worst feeling i ever had in my life.
i just can't keep the feelings in me any longer.
i justhad to pour everything out yesterday.
kak fiza, im really sorry the date didn't work out as how it was supossed to be.
im really sorry.
hakim, thank you for talking to me and ease a little of burden yesterday.
i am really thankful for your help and your listening ears.
you're such a great pal.


the bright moon that we watched yesterday just soothe my heart my even more.
i thank you for being there for me ALWAYS when i need a shoulder to cry on.
thank you for wiping away my tears and thank you for making me realise something that i don't even know.

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