Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
i dun want this to happen!!! no i dun want it to happen!!! it just started i dun can't bear to have the separation...NO!!! i dun want it to happen....im just so STRESS now!!!! i feel like killin myself!!!! y must all this be happening to me??? pls pls pls pls....i dun want it to happen!!!!
let your heart out.
sorie ah guys yesterday never update my blog...too tired lah....yesterday i have my malay dance training frm 2-6....tiring seh...my insturctor never come AGAIN....got last min problem AGAIN.....n my teacher has decided not to hire him animore....so yesterday we made up our own step....hehehe..quite fun lah....
n yesterday during my recess tyme during sch hours there's a big riot in sch...so violent....i see i oso want to cry....hehehe..but i never cry lah of cos....i my hand was shaking when i went to class...cos im reli scared of wat hapenned during recess...ppl fighting, food n plates r all thrown all over the place n the other thing is that it reli happened in front of my face....the fight is btwn the sec4's n sec3's....but i dun know wat the fight was abt n i dun want to know oso....hahaha...
yesterday talked to him on the phone for oni 5 min after sch....he was bz wif his werk so didn't get the tok wif him....msg him oso nvr reply....tats him when his bz....then suprisingly, at 1+ am he missed called me....hehehe...called him back lah of cos....talked for abt 10 mins n we hung up....i was tired bcos of the training n todae i oso have training so need the rest....sorie k....
now im waiting for my fwen's col to go to sch wif her for my malay dance training at 9.30...so while waiting for her im updating my blog....hehehe....k lah...i wanna go n get ready first k...tata!!!-8.09 am
hahaha...just got back frm bedok inter wif my aunt, kuzzins n my sis...we walk².....b4 goin to bedok, we went to expo...went there but nothing to see xcept all the weddind things...so boring..its not as if im goin to marry rite...i go oso bcos my kuzzin ask to...pity her so i go lah...now im her house...MAYB im sleeping over here...have to c whether my mum give or not...hehhee....i oso don care its my aunt hu insist me on sleeping over...nieway im kind of tired...so i'll again tomorrow aite...bubbye!!!
let your heart out.
todae was sort of stress oso lah...i forgot to bring my N LeveL art to sch....u see how careless i am....stupid of me rite...but luckily i called my mum n my mum is willing to sent me my work....but then when i called my mum i got a hearing from her...i got a real scolding frm her....
n i cried...hehehe....k lah i know lah....someone col me crybaby...hmm...never mind...i cry oso got reason wat...
at last i'm done wif my art N LeveL coursework....hehehe...all the stress are now gone n now i can concentrate more on my studies....hehehe....nieway i tink i'll stop here cos i don't have anything in mind now.....HAHAHA...k lah tomorrow i write again ok.....i want to chat wif someone SPECIAL...hehehe...k lah,....bubbye!
let your heart out.
im so stress!!! wif my malay dance n my mock exam coming...so the stress...actualie now im doing my art....but i decided to update my blog for a while....after this have to quickly go n finish my art...tomorrow the deadline.if never finish im gonna fail my N Level art...no way am i goin to fail tis subject....someone will scold me like hell...hehehe....
nieway just noe reached home at 7.30 went to take a quick bath n had my dinner....if i never take dinner im gonna be scolded again....hehee....nieway now im waiting for a col.....dunno whether he will col me or not...lets just wait n c.....nieway have to log out n continue wif my art...i'll update again tomorrow aite....nieway today is a veri happy day for me despite all the stress im facing...hahaha....i won't tell u y im hepi....find out urself aite....bubbye!!!
("v") F & A ("v")
270705
let your heart out.
haiz....i was late to sch so now im at home doing nothing...hahaha...its a veri long story.....actualie i went out to go to sch as per normal which is 6.30...it was raining veri heavily this morning so my fren, fela, decided to go to sch take taxi as her father told her to...so she asked me along wif her n her siblings which is her younger brother n sister...i met her at ard ur house area at 6.45 then we we were waiting n hailing a cab untill 7.10...u can imagine how long we were waiting for the taxi....in the end there's no taxi n we were late for sch...so me n fela decided not to go to sch as we know if we go to sch we r reli damn late n one more thing is that we're gonna have to go for the stupid one-hour detention.....hahaha...so sway seh todae.....
went home n SLIP again...now i just woke up....hehehe...tried to col my crazy man but i think he's still asleep....tido mati kot.....hehehe...nieway i was on the phone again wif him yesterday...i tink he called me at ard 1+ or 2+...we didn't talk that long cos he insisted on me to sleep....sampai kena marah seh....sedih...hehehe....step sedih jer aku...padahal padahal.....dier tido ker dier aper seh....ppl col cannot hear....i tink he's dead tired cos he's werking frm morning till nite...after werk sempat dier tgk wayang!....never mind im sure he's gonna col me when he wakes up frm his sleep...cos he promised to col me....hehe...so lets c wait n c if he do what he promises....hehehe....so now i wanna log out n do some of my art.....okie lah....i will write again later aite....buiazz!!!
let your heart out.
im reli having a bad headache todae...dunno y....mayb i did not have a proper sleep yesterday....cos i was on the phone frm 12+ to 2.45....hahaha...actualie i was on the phone wif someone whom i just got to know....crazy!!! he's a reli crazy guy...never seen a crazy guy like him in my life...but giler² pon die baek n SWIT!!!!....hahaha....
yesterday slept at 2.45 and woke up at 6.05 in the mornin to go to sch....actualie went to sch as per normal as i was excited to take our class pic todae...hahaha..then everithimg was normal....when i reached home i suddenly feel my head a bit heavy so i decided to take a nap...b4 taking a nap i was doing my art n on the phone wif FAIZAL!!!-crazy! hahha....tok² then he nids to do his werk so we hung the phone...
i woke up at 7 and do some of my art....after that watch tv n do do my art again untill now....shit man....thepain is killimg me....eh wait but i habe something to tell u all....hahahaa...that stupid aneh is in love wif SONUMB!!!! hahaha....so funni sia...then when i told my frens abt it they were all disgusted to hear it....hahaha...i dunno y....u can sae im mean but i have the right to it cos that bloody idiotic guy dumped me...im going to be a crazy gerl laughing all day if the two of them r reli 2geder...hahaa...love is blind!!! hahhaa....nieway k lah...i wanna log out n go to slip...bad headache...reli bad headache....
actualie waiting for someone's col oso...heehe...k lah...buaiz!!!
let your heart out.
IM BORED!!! BORED TO DEATH!!!!!
haiyooo....im so reli damn bored!!! n i think i miss my mum...hahha...actualie my mum n dad went to johor yesterday morning....my dad had to be the camera man so yeah....they went together...actualie i wanted to follow but since yesterday i was in no mood n im too tired by the training the last two days....furthermore if i wanna go i haven't change my passport photo...the old ugly photo of mine...hahaha....so yeah...i miss my mum!!! hahaha..
woke up at 9.30 just now...actualie planned to go to my religous class but i did go lah....but then i was late n i didn't bring my pass...n the rules there is if u never bring ur pass u can't go in...so i went home...hahaha.....
then i had to wash clothes..my sis asked me to...then i called my mom....she's still at johor n she said she will be home at nite!!! aiyooo...im oredi so bored n she still sae she'll be home at nite!!! nieway im outta ideas wat write oreadi so i tink i'll just stop here aite....buiaz!
let your heart out.
hahaha....first time in my life i woke up at 8 on my own.....hehhee.....yesterday was so tired that while i waiting for my turn to bath i slept at the sofa...haha...too tired i guessed...then i woke up at 10.55 to take my bath...slept at 11.05.....so early sia....hehehe.....
woke up n realised that nobody was home so i decided to update my dear blogy²....hahaa...nieway i dunno wat do now...think i just wanna watch tv n wait for anybody to col n ask me out...so long then guys....i'll write again when i have the time to aite....
[PiSh OuT]-08.55am
okie....now im back...hahaha....just got back frm century square wif fela....we go walk².....actualie b4 goin out i was at home studying wif fela n su....n before studying i was cleaning the house...sweeping the floor, mop the floor n folding the clothes....so tired...just now went to CS bought clips n ate at LJS....after that we head home n i reached hoem at ard 9+..so now im goin to read 'teenage' magazine that i've just bought..so i will update again tomorrow aite....buiaz!!!
let your heart out.
todae in the morning i woke up at 4.05 cos i have to mit my frens at prime mart at 5....after bathing n all that pack my bag n went to mit my frens....
took taxi n reached simei at 5.15....my frens do my hair then i put on my make-up and helped the others....hahaa...u all must b wondering y i woke up early in the morning at do all the make-ups....actualie i have a public performance todae at suntec city tower two(tropics atrium)....quite alot of ppl went to see us lah...we were all so nervous as this was our first time performing at a mall...nieway all went smoothly...
reached sch at ard 1.00 then quickly have a bath in sch n get ready to go for my 'N' Level malay oral....was so scared n nervous when i stepped into the examination room...after sitting for the oral i felt much better cos i can do it!! haha...alhamdullilah...
after oral took my lunch(burger king)....after eating had my malay dance training at 4.45 untill 6.40....so tiring....VERI TIRING!!! after training went to mit my sis and accompanied her to TM to buy her earing for her DND...i oso bought a earing...hahhaa...then went to pasar malam n bought some food...then we head home...n now IM HOME!!! AT LAST!!! so tiring..n i still haven't bath...haha...so now i want to have my bath n have my rest...then i goin to SLIP!!! hahaha...till then...gud nite n take care aite!!!
let your heart out.
todae i reli had a big appetite.....recess i ate chicken chop wif rice then i bought cheese bun to take to class...then during maths period asked for my teacher the class pass then go canteen n buy cheese bun(again) n roti john....went home ate durian n biscuits....tehn went to my sis n bought cicken cutlet....u see!!! mcm mane lah aku tak gemok...eat n eat n eat!!!! but luckily tomorrow gonna have malay dance training so i can loose some weight...haha....as if onli sia....
todae reached sch at ard 6.20...n of cos im late....hahaha...actualie i can reach sch on time but becoz of my kindness i was late...hehehe...actualie i waited for my fren fela as she was late...n actualie i tot of goin to sch first but since i've promised her wait for her so i waited for her untill she reached tamp inter at ard 7.05....we decided to take taxi but unfortunately we were still late for sch.....hahaa...had to run 5 rounds but we cheated..we ran for oni 4 rounds...hahah...stoopid mr tan...he doesn't know we cheated....
after sch had tarian meeting....the sec 4's have to mit at 5.30 to get ready...so that means I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW!!! damn it man...but for tarian im willing..hahaha....so now i tink im gonna sign out n pack my bags for tomorrow....till then guys....will write soon aite.....eh wait a min...i have a short announcement to make....
HEPI 16TH B'DAE NADIAH!!! wish u all the best for ur 'N' Leval aite!!!!
HEPI 18TH B'DAE HADIS!!! although u r abroad i will still remember u!!! nieway all the best in wateva u do n take care aite....miss u man!
k lah...i'll stop here....will write again soon!! bubbye!!!
let your heart out.
todae N yesterday i reli had a tired dae cos my fwens kept bullying me in class wif the stupid dead grasshopper in class.....they kept scaring me wif the grasshopper untill i cried in class....its so disgusting....im reli scared of it....it so big(not reli big lah) n its already dried up....so u just imagine how disgusting my frens are....yesterday they chase me wif the stupid grasshopper along my classroom corridor n kept screaming away like some crazy gerl...n todae they scare me inside the classroom...i think im gonna have phobias of grasshoppers...i tink not onli grasshoppers but also ALL the insects...thanks to my 'best' mates!!!
todae after school went to bilik tarian for a short briefing....fela,su,zira,ririn, nadiah n me...su n zira do makeup, fela, ririn n nadiah do the hair while me sit lazing around...hahaha...then after they tried out wateva they wanted to try, nadiah went home first...as usual go home wif her dear dear HELMY....hahaha...they r such a swit couple...then after nadiah went home we cleaned the tarian room...made some adjustment to the room...after cleaning we were lazing around...n me as usual...took a short nap....
then reached home ard 5.30..by then i have a terrible headache...then when to slip until 7.15....took dinner, had my bath, read national geographic magazine n here i am updating my blog...
a]after this im gonna read my storybook n go to slip...hahaha...nid a lot of rest lah..tomorrow i wanna reli study in class(as if)...haha...k lah so long...i wanna go n chat wif my dear NENEN...hahaha...k lah BUIAZ!!!
let your heart out.
reli had a tiring day todae...yesterday did not able to get any smses so i went to sch and asked help frm my fwens....AT LAST!!! my phone was ok oreadi....so hepi....i was reli stressed when i didn't get any msgs....then treid to use my fren's hp...guess wat?? i got 18 msgs received...u see how stupid my phone is...my phone is asking for a new one...nieway after sch ate at the sch canteen..after that went to accompany iqah home..then iqah followed me home and helped me wif my blog...stupid sia....now change new one again....the old template got something wrong...so guys.....just wait n see for my real latest blog..i'll tell u all whether its the real one or not...this one u're seeing now its not fully completed...so wait lah eh....then todae one of my ehem² sick...so kesian...nieway hope he will get well soon...n i MISH ****** a lots.....nieway so look out for my LATEST n REAL blog aite...so long...BUIAZ!!!
let your heart out.
im so sorie!!!! my comp eh wait...i mean my bro's comp broke down so cannot use...the power supply...BOMB!!! meletop lah...so now im back updating my blog...wakaka...todae??? damn BORED day...nothing to do.....
last fridae met my bro's gf then we go mkn² then we ga tamp....then both of us like crazie....buy stickers then go TM jln²....kiter due org gilak!!! hahaha....then yesterday went to my grandma's house at commonwealth....celebrated my 2nd sis b'dae....she got so many present sia...she got a big bouquet n a ring frm her bf, then she also got a levi's jeans...then she oso got true star perfume frm my 1st sis....so good seh....
todae reli sway!!! my hp cannot receive any msgs....stupid sia!!! my fwen oreadi sent me 10 msgs yesterday but still cannot receive untill todae....u see ar!!! what the heck man!!! stupid idiotic phone!!! so STUPID!!! then now my phone so quiet....no ppl msg...idiotic!!! then now waiting for someone to reply my msg at msn oso slow....hiyooo...so SE-LOW....idiotic sia...k lah...nid to go oreadi...there's a guest at my house so nid to entertain....so tata!!!
let your heart out.
haiz....so bored todae....just eaten mee soto my mum cooked...so yummy.....nieway just now in the morning had to go for my religous class which lasted for 1 1/2 hours from 10.30-12.00....its not the normal religous class that everibodi goes...my religous class is mainly for the teenagers..the class is good....veri good....i tink todae im not goin aniwhere as my mum don't have any plans wif the makcik²....so im gonna be stuck at home n do some revisoins n rot at home...hahaha...not actualie rotting lah....its onli 2.10 now n i have nothing to do....so bored...no one that im close to is online at msn...so damn bored....nieway if anything happens after this time i'll update again n tell u all when im free at nite kay? hahaha...till then..._aZieCaK_signing out.....
im back!!! hahahaxXx~
if im back tat means i got something new rite...hahaha....nieway just got back from tampines mall AGAIN...went there not wif my parent but wif my fren....hazira....i was helping my mum picking or shld i say plucking my mum's white hair...hehehe...when zira called me and asked me accompany her to Tm to walk²...actualie she have problem but cannot tell u all...secret lah...after telling me all her problem i went to buy my mum's durian roll n chicken pie at Polar....then i bought Roti Boy for myself...then we sat down at interchange n eat our food...then there's this guy, an X changkat asked for zira's number...i tink his name is bob...ya shld be bob lah....nieway i dun care...then they tok²....after that we headed home...n now im home!!! hahaha~
lame sia aziemah....nieway got to sign out...my nephew's home n i wanna play wif him...hehehe...k lah...till then....will update soon aite....bubbye!!!
_aZieCaK_
let your heart out.
so sorie that i've not been updating my blog...been bz...N LeveL coming liao...so now i've got my dear fren iqah to help do my blog...now u see my dear winnie the pooh...hehhe....thx to iqah....u all can also check out iqah's blog at-miz-e.blogspot.com....she did quite well at her blog...nice blog gurl...nieway my prelim will be like 45 days away frm now...so worried....haiz...just now went to tampines mall to pick my jeans as it was sent for alteration...the jeans was a belated b'dae present frm dear sista kak-ekin ....thx a lot sis....then i used my money to but a OP shirt for just 22.40 after a 20% discount...then go jln² again n my mom bought me a Baleno shirt for 12.60 after a 30% discount....then i oso bought earings...hahaha....reli went shopping todae...then me n my mum decided to buy a slipper that we can share together....then we go n eat at S11 ....my mum n dad eat rojak i eat mee hoon kuah....SLURPP...veri nice!!! i LOIKE!!! n now here i am at home updating my mew made blog...hahaha.....eh ya i want to apologise to izzatul for not goin to her house for tahlil....im so sorie eton....im reli so sorie!!!
nieway now i so tired n i wanna rest...will update my blog again soon aite....PROMISE!
let your heart out.