u're the one i love.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

bored irritating day i describe today.
having a big ulcer on inner side of my lips.
the weather today is also damn hot.
the promised call never fulfilled.
its just not my day today....

let your heart out.

i feel so fresh after a cold bath.
one whole day i give out sweat.
i rushed after getting ready to meet fela at the coffeeshop.
reached at the coffeeshop i was already sweating.
after taking my jeans me and fela proceeded to orchard.
she wanted to buy for magic's birthday present.
after a few minutes(hehe)we then went back to orchard mrt station to meet love and the others.
they were quite late and i was earlier than them. haha.
someone even lost the bet!
from orchard mrt station then we walked till far east plaza to have our dinner.
empty stomachs are fully filled then we walked all the way to plaza sing.
along the way i thought we were suspossed to watch chingay.
but nope, they wanted to watch the fireworks instead at esplanade.
ririn, nadia, my dear cousin, izzatul, i am really sorry i didn't watch chingay with you girls.
i am really sorry. but i am glad that you girls enjoyed it.
fela then went to meet magic.
actually we did stopped somewhere in the middle of orchard road to watch chingay for a while.
by then i was sweating as if i have just finished running 2.4km.
it was so cramped up and it was bloody crowded.
there was this mat salleh guy with his big black dog.
love was so freaked out that he prespired like hell.
cute lah him..hahaa. he looks cute when he's freaked out.
haha.
reached esplanade, cooled ourselves down and BOOM! fireworks.
i LOVE the fireworks. but this time the fireworks were not as beautiful as the last week's.
bumped into wando and the gang.
i missed my dear chubby friend wando. hehe. it's been a long time since i met him and joked around with him. we used to be close but now he's already attached and having his own happy life.
ali was there too. he really do change a lot. he was with his new gf. didn't bother about him that much.
he's happy with his gf and i don't even want to know about him anymore.
i am enjoying my life and i am happy with it cause love is making my happy.
and i thank god for making me meet love.
hee...life's great for me now.
i have my friends who loves me and i have someone who loves me as much as i love him.
he's still there at esplanade with his friends.
will be waiting for his call when he comes back home.
ouh yah. bo and kechik was like super glued to each to other.
they were not separated even for a minute.
and they are really do suited for each other.
happy for them.
i think i'll my post here then. i want to go and watch NORBIT.
toodles~

let your heart out.

the holidays were not that great.
but i really had a lot of fun particularly on monday.
went out with love and his friends to somerset.
i was really late.
after everybody came at somerset we went to cineleisure.
they wanted to eat at LJS.
after eating their dinner we walked pass all the CLOSED shopping centres.
our last pit stop for the day was at esplanade.
two of their friends were there first with their girlfriends.
at 9p.m sharp there were fireworks in the air.
it was really B-E-A-U-TIFUL!!!!
i LOIKE.
i like it more when i watch something i really love to watch with someone i love.
he was there with me.
watching the colourful fireworks with me.
hee....
today my everyday routine will start back.
wake up in the morning, watch rtm1 malay drama.
cleanup the house.
have a short rest.
eat my heavy lunch then get ready to go to work.
this routine will keep continuing till friday.
today i don't really have the mood to display a long post.
im having a really bad bad stomach cramp.
i really hate this cause this thing will always come once a month.
so till here then~

-PERIOD-

let your heart out.

aiman in getting sick and more sick day by day.
his cough is getting worse.
such a small little kid but his cough is like one adult coughing like hell.
he went to another doctor yesterday.
a lot of medicine to be eaten.
i really hope he will get soon.
can't bear to see him cough like that.
anyway got my pay yesterday.
not as much as what i used to get cos there's one day that i did not attend work.
sick of course.
but never mind. im trying to save up the money that i have now.
the money i have now have to last till the end of the month.
i can't spend on things that i don't need.
but as for FOOD it's must to buy.
we need food to live. haha.
k now i need to get ready my things.
meeting fela at 2 at inter then accompanying him to the hospital.
ya. so off i go now.
i will update more if i have the free time.
so toodle doo~

let your heart out.

syiqah thank you for shifting this blog of my mine.

im a blur in these kinds of things.

hee...

hey itah,

i read syamim's blog just now.

he really touched me with all his post that has got to do with you.

i know he did a lot of things that hurt you.

but i can feel that he's really regretful and sorry for all the things that he did to you.

i know you are not ready to commit in any relationship right now.

but i just thought of giving you a piece of mind when i came across his blog just now.

just one piece of advice,

follow your heart k darl.

eventhough i always did bad things to you,

i want you to know that i still love you

eventhough i am always the one bullying you,

i want you to know that i still love you

eventhough i always make fun of you,

i want you to know i still love you

eventhough there's always misunderstandings and quarrels between us,

i want you to know that i still love you

and eventhough i have a lot of guy-friends talking i,u,

i want you to know that i still love you

to summarise it all,

you are the one and the only one

("v")

Labels: a piece of my mind

let your heart out.

firstly HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to whoever celebrates it.
hahaa.i don't celebrate valentine's day but 14 february is a special day for me.
hee.only a few people know what a special day it is for me.
i just ("v") every 14th in each month.
got back my mp3 just now.
but the meeting was absolutely pissing me off.
so i head off to work with a real heartache because i was really sad and angry.
my emotions really took over me just now.
well anyways, everything's back to normal.
i wonder when will i get the phone call that that person promised me.
bet he's really stucked in his lala-land that he's not able to give me a call.
hmmm. "da biase da".
im really wishing that we could meet tomorrow.
i really wish for that.
but i don't think you will make any arrangements for us to meet.
not to worry your valuable that's with me will be cared for with all my heart.
i will make it as if it's mine.
if you want to give it to me also can.
i'll be really happy to receive it.
i think i'll end my post here.
the thing is i am getting sleepy!!!!

HAPPY 2ND MONTH!!!

("v")s YOU LOTS!!!!

so toodle-dooo~

let your heart out.

got my 'O' level result last friday.
and the results was i what i expected.
i knew i can't make it to poly.
i am really bad at my maths and i got bloody E8 for it.
that's why i am not qualified for poly.
i know i make everybody who knows me especially my families and cousins disappointed at me.
but what i know is i did my best.
and i promise myself and to my mum that i am going to study really hard when i enter school.
and i am going to study like hell so that i can enter poly like what the others want me to.
i am really sorry to those who really expected me to go to poly.

kak rina,

im reli sorie i didn't give what u wanted.

but i want to tell u that tt's the best that i did.

u know how weak i am on my maths.

but i promise u i will study hard for my

business admin course and make it poly.

insya'allah.

i know u're reli disappoited at me.

im reli sorie.

toITAH....

congrats girl u make it poly.

im reli happy for u.

ur wish to go to RP will soon come true.

hee....bile nak jumpe aku nie?

i miss u lots lah girl!!!

things are getting better now.

fights will always happen but in the end it will be ok.

i am always the fire.

hahahaha...and he's the water.

that's why everything will always get back to normal.

can't wait for the 2nd month.

hee...

take care wherever you are.

don't ever forget to take your medicine!!!!

let your heart out.

i reli beg u...

pls dun do stupid stuffs to urself.

i reli beg u!!!

if i reli do mean anything to u...pls stop wateva u're thinking in that head of urs.

stop doing stupid stuffs.

i reli beg u.

let your heart out.

i guess u're changing

its been three days u fall asleep while talking to me

and u seemed bored when u're talking to me

takraw seems everything to u

i dun want to get into a fight but....

nvm...

i dun even know wat to say

u always feel tired and sleepy

while im always the one who will keep waiting for ur call

even though i know u will not be calling

just hope that u can open up ur mind and think abt it

let your heart out.

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