the wonderful 5n3 pupils (without eton of cos!)

the wonderful mrs ho -form teacher of 5n3

me n my dearest nenen

me n eton!!!

sue n me

me n my lurvely zira

ririn n me

the forver sweet aidil n me...

the oni chinese guy i love the most.....for 5 yrs

i like him...haha...the handsome arif n me

me n taufik

me n the nice and hot saber

me n the non-stop-smiling adi

atikah n me

me n the crazy wati

the forever laughing nuyul n me

me n kindergarten mate

the newly married cikgu hezrina, cikgu hasana n me

the cutest ever discipline master mr francis

bestest security guard

the coincident meeting wif him

the caring mr donavan

let your heart out.

its two days after my graduation day.
i had lots of fun on my grad day.
thx to kak fiza i looked totally diff on tt day.
took lots of pics and i reached home late tt night.
hahaha...
gonna miss all the five years i've spent in tt sch.
after the grad ceremony all, me and the 5n2s' students went to raffles place.
we slacked by the riverside and played games.
hehe...ouh yah aidil....
tenkiu for carrying me when i complained my leg hurts.
its so sweet of him to piggyback me.
hahaha.....
i'll upload the pics later but be shocked wif my diff and thick face uh.
i myself dun believe i look like tt on the grad day itself.
ouh yah on tuesday and the morning of the grad day,
me and some of the 4es' students decorated the hall.
i will upload all the pics aite.
not to worry.
somehow yest something happened.
nenen somehow felt sad abt wat happened on the grad day.
she said now she knows who her true friends are.
its sad lah when she said like tt.
haiz...
but wateva it is she's still my fren.
and more thing tt just make my whole day.
i met ALI at eastpoint.
actually i didn't saw him at first.
i was njoying the aircon form the shopping mall.
nenen called out for my name and when i turned i saw him!!!
hahaha...
total coincidence.
wateva it is i thank god for answering my prayers.
i was thinking abt him the day b4 the grad and i saw him on the grad day itself.
hahaha...kkk
enough abt him.


till now i've yet to open my mouth and speak to HER like how i used to.
after wat happened last week i still want to keep mum and talk nothing unless its reli necessary.
i still can't bring myself foward to open my mouth being afraid if i HURT HER feelings again and if she can't accert wat i said.
im sorie for wateva i've done from the day u gave birth to me.
i know im not being the best for u and SHE is the best in ur eyes.
for now im just gonna keep my mouth shut and let SHE do the talking.
she's the best, she's the cleverest so i might as well shut up rather than fighthing wif SHE whom will never listen to wat ppl say.
SHE is always right and HER is always standing by her side giving SHE the support even if SHE was in the wrong.
from now on i will just act as a nobody in the house and let HER and SHE be happy and let them think they are always the right one.
-SHE n HER are two diff person...




....here are the pic of the preparation of the grad day and on the grad day itself.
pls do feel free to post ur comments on the tagboard.
be it a bad or good comment.
im happy to accept all ur comments.
















k this was me on tuesday. haha...stupid me. tired after all the decorating thing.


















and this is me doing the curtain on the mornin of the grad. dun mind my big butt huh.


















this was after the whole thing was done. look at the b-e-a-u-tiful curatin tt was made by me and the atikah.

















before we go home to take our rest.
















on our way to the grad nite.

















our class portrait


















the malay girls

let your heart out.

Sunday, November 19, 2006Y

today is the 19th of november...
which means its FADLY'S B'DAE!!!
hey ali....
if u r reading my blog...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADLY!!!!
sorie i never celebrate ur b'dae like how u used to celebrate mine.
im dreadfully sorie abt it.
but somehow i missed the day u celebrate my b'dae.
tt was the veri last time ever i watched sunset with u.
the last sunset with the first guy i know for a long time.
i'll treasure every moments of it.
reli....
but too bad memories will oni stay as memories.
as what u said.
we have to move on.
but seriously i reli have wonderful sweet and romantic moments wif u.
and oni u.
thx a lot ali.
i reli appreciate it a lot.
A LOT.


nieways i went out to vivo yest.
the place was damn big.
haha...
i went there to survey clothes for my grad day.
yeah so my cousins were helping me out to choose an outfit that fits me best.
most of frens are forcing me to wear a dress.
HELL NO am i goin to wear tt thing.
even though when i was survey-ing all the clothes, some of the dress reli caught my attention.
but too bad im not goin to buy it and wear it.
its soooo not me.
hahaha...
ya then just now went down to bugis.
bought my grad day clothes oreadi.
wooohooo!!!!
no more stress oreadi.
all done.
just have to wait for the day to come.
with my make-up and my hairdo.
im not goin to be me on tt day.
im goin to be someone else.
hahaha...
i bought a formal top and pants.
and i feel reli comfortable wif it.
so its ok k.
so to those who wanna c me in dress...
DUN EVER DREAM ABT IT.
hahaha...
aziemah? in dress? NEVER!!!!!

let your heart out.

Friday, November 17, 2006Y

one more paper to go n im free!!!
wooohooo!!!
so hepi tt i can not use my brain for the whole three months just to think abt maths problems.
hahaha...
i reli hate maths...A LOT!
had hist paper just now.
was so happy that russia came out.
and i did a last min revision for tt but alhamdullilah i can still make it.
hee...
hopefully i can make it to poly.
but i dunno why my mindset kept thinking abt ite.
maybe becos i know wat my results will be.
haiz...
but never mind.
we'll just c wat my results will be.
heehe...
after monday i will never go back to tt sch animore.
but obviously i nid to go back to sch for our graduation day on wed.
on tues i still have to go back to sch to be representative for the leaving cert.
haiyooo..
troublesome lah..
wat to do...
my duty of being a monitress.
k lah gtg now.
have other things to do.
will update more once i have the time.
toodles!




im sorie for wat i did.
im reli sorie.
i know im reli bad but i dun want to hurt u more later.
im reli reli sorie.
u can hate me for all u want but i have to do this in order not to hurt u more.
once again, im sorie.

let your heart out.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006Y

whoa!!!
been days i never blogged.
hahaha...too busy wif my O levels.
and my own personal life problems.
but all are back to normal.
got my mp3 oreadi.
and oso a slingbag from my own money.
haha...
actually i was in a confused state last two days.
but now my mind is set.
no changing oreadi.
haha...
ouh yah...graduation day is oni next week but i have yet to buy anything for my grad.
i dun know whether i should go or not oso seh.
no clothes no nothing.
haiz...
an ugly girl wearing a nice dress won't make any diff.
its still ugly...
so yeah....
still tinking of goin or not.
nieways i tink i'll end here then...
nothing to jot down here.
my mind is empty.
till here then....
toodles~




i am going for u and oni u...
is my choice the best?
i wun know but its up to u to make it the best...
hehe....

let your heart out.

Sunday, November 05, 2006Y

maths paper 1 and socials studies paper is the first two papers that im gonna take tomorrow.
veri nervous.
veri veri...
now im still thinking and reflecting back to myself if i can make it to poly or not.
later my dear nenen will be coming over to my house.
studying together.
hopefully i could catch some of the maths topics later.
nadiah is quite an expert in it so most probably she can help me out wif it.
for the past few days...
nothing much happened.
my life were as bored as per normal.
after completing the whole chunk of written paper exams next week...
maybe on saturday my classmates are all planning to go out for raya!!!
yeah...
at least the next two weeks im oni left wif the history paper.
and my teachers and frens reli know me well that i reli hate that topics.
haha...
the next three weels will be my last paper...
YEAH!!!!
the one last paper exam of my secondary sch life!!!
yeah...
science paper 1...
after the paper....IM GONNA RELI NJOY MY LIFE LIKE HELL!!!!!
hahaa...just have to wait for the day to come...
20th november 2006...
the day that im gonna shout for my free life....




kenape kiter slalu gadoh ah?
haiz...
where's the old us who always joke around???
sorie lah eh of my childish and irritating behaviour...

let your heart out.

Thursday, November 02, 2006Y

art O levels are over yest.
to me the paper was ok.
and to me my final layout is like primary sch colouring.
hahaha...
dun care lah eh.
its the best i could do.
nieways more papers to come.
ready or not i still have to endure through it.
no matter what i must try my best to at least step into poly.
MUST TRY!!!!


raya is so-so for me this year.
dun have the raya mood that much.
so far my collection is oni $320.
but spent some of it for my mp3 oreadi.
so left wif oni a few bucks.
never mind can still go and collect money next week.
haha...


yest after sitting aroung wif my frens for a while,
i had to rush home to take the tickets and pass the KL trip ticket to my cousin.
wif the sch U i rushed to the interchange.
when i was rushing to the inter.
guess who i saw.....
ALI.
yeah him...
him with his highlighted blond hair.
he saw me he looked down on me and just walked off.
heart pain man!
but wateva it is i know he's happily contacting wif a chinese muslim girl.
calld n chatted wif him for a while yest.
ouh yah...
somehow yest i got this breathing difficulty.
veri hard for me to go to sleep.
but somehow at 2+ i guess i was already sound asleep.




im sorry for wateva happened yest.
my fault k.
i dunno why i was so pissed off when u told me u were at ITE simei.
just the fate that we can't meet each other.
god oni knows when the time will come.
haiz....

let your heart out.