Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

yest,
lots of things was going around in my mind.
first ting was my results.
second thing was about the noe attending the class.
n the third ting was him.
i know i wasn't suppose to think abt him oreadi.
but as i've told u before, no matter how hard i tried....
its a reli diff task to do.
but on the other hand i dun wish to hurt other ppl.
i admit tt ali is still in my heart no matter wat....
but...
haiz....i dunno...
i reli dunno wat to do.
i reli pity him a lot.
he's lonely now.
no more fiza.
I DUNNO LAH!!!
reli confused.


actually todae i was supposed to be going to the library to find new books,
develop photos n find my ingredients for the chocolate dessert.
asked for fela's company but she said she was going out wif syiqah then i was like ok lah.
so today sit at home one whole day lah.


actually mind mind is absolutely blank todae.
dunno y.
maybe im thinking too much.
k lah. tink i'll continue again one day.


the third time oreadi.
reli shows the meaning for me oreadi.
should i just stay away from u forever oreadi?
u give me the answer for this?
and this qn pls...
why didn't i ever get the last chance? y?
it hurts me to c u in this state where always have no mood.
u always stare in the space thinking abt something.
and ur smoking habit is getting worse.
u dun care abt ur health but other ppl do.
think abt others around u who cares abt u.
i know u dun care abt me animore cos u gave me the hints oreadi.
i understand.
but pls do take care of urself.
dun smoke too heavily.


thx for always being there for me when i always nid someone to tok to since ali was gone.
but one thing is...
im afraid i will hurt u.
i promised myself not to hurt anione animore.
i seriously am afraid if i hurt u.
i did it once to ali n i dun want to do it animore.
u know my wat state is in now.
i reli dun want to hurt u.
im a bad girl u know.
hehehe....

let your heart out.

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