Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
hello hello hellloooo
hehehe...
today nothing special.
its just that i poured my grievences out to eton.
she gave me a lending ear.
i reli love all my frens a lot especially NENEN, ETON, ZIRA, RIRIN n NAMIRA.
they reli gave me a lending ear n always giving me advises n moral support.
they also comforted me whenever im down.
thx so much girls.
i will NEVER EVER forget u girls.
i LOVE u girls a lot!!!
fela...
not to worry i still love u no matter wat.
nieways just now went rounding my block to give out break fast food.
its been long time since i met my close neighbour.
and just now she said she dreamt about me dead.
haha...
i dunno.
she said i dropped from high level.
i told my mum abt it and she gave me a shocked reaction n then she just kept quiet.
maybe my time is coming.
u n i wun knoe rite.
maybe its reli time for me to go.
can anyone tell me wats the meaning of dreaming abt someone dead?
hahaha...
maybe im insane.
but GOD if u reli want to take my life away pls give me time to let me tell the ppl around me tt i love them a lot. n i wanna apologise if i did many wrong things to them.
so ppl if im reli dead just donate me lots of 'doa fatihah' aites.
hehe...but now im reli njoying my life.
wif my frens like the crazee girls around me n 'mcm paham'.
they never failed to show me love, care n concern towards me.
i just love them.
thx so muxh for giving me all tt. i reli nid all of u by my side.
to my family....i LOVE u all more than anything else.
i LOVE my mum n dad very much.
n if i were to reli to go away, i hope they can forgive me for wateva i've done to them.
im sorie mak, ayah.
k lah. gtg n get eady for breaking fast.
toodles~
may i rest in peace.
hehehe...
today nothing special.
its just that i poured my grievences out to eton.
she gave me a lending ear.
i reli love all my frens a lot especially NENEN, ETON, ZIRA, RIRIN n NAMIRA.
they reli gave me a lending ear n always giving me advises n moral support.
they also comforted me whenever im down.
thx so much girls.
i will NEVER EVER forget u girls.
i LOVE u girls a lot!!!
fela...
not to worry i still love u no matter wat.
nieways just now went rounding my block to give out break fast food.
its been long time since i met my close neighbour.
and just now she said she dreamt about me dead.
haha...
i dunno.
she said i dropped from high level.
i told my mum abt it and she gave me a shocked reaction n then she just kept quiet.
maybe my time is coming.
u n i wun knoe rite.
maybe its reli time for me to go.
can anyone tell me wats the meaning of dreaming abt someone dead?
hahaha...
maybe im insane.
but GOD if u reli want to take my life away pls give me time to let me tell the ppl around me tt i love them a lot. n i wanna apologise if i did many wrong things to them.
so ppl if im reli dead just donate me lots of 'doa fatihah' aites.
hehe...but now im reli njoying my life.
wif my frens like the crazee girls around me n 'mcm paham'.
they never failed to show me love, care n concern towards me.
i just love them.
thx so muxh for giving me all tt. i reli nid all of u by my side.
to my family....i LOVE u all more than anything else.
i LOVE my mum n dad very much.
n if i were to reli to go away, i hope they can forgive me for wateva i've done to them.
im sorie mak, ayah.
k lah. gtg n get eady for breaking fast.
toodles~
may i rest in peace.
let your heart out.
Bukan Diriku - SamsonS
Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Chorus :
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku
the song above is quite nice.
just heard it.
and the lyrics is reli meaningful.
and it fits for ali.
seriously seh.
reli fit.
thx to 'mcm paham' for recommending it to me.
hehehe....
ouh yah 'mcm paham',
thx for all the care n concern u poured for me.
i reli appreciate it.
thx a lot!!!
heee...(",)
Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Chorus :
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku
the song above is quite nice.
just heard it.
and the lyrics is reli meaningful.
and it fits for ali.
seriously seh.
reli fit.
thx to 'mcm paham' for recommending it to me.
hehehe....
ouh yah 'mcm paham',
thx for all the care n concern u poured for me.
i reli appreciate it.
thx a lot!!!
heee...(",)
let your heart out.
HADY is the idol!!!
whoohooo....
as i've thought so....
my 6 votes are worthwhile.
hehehe...
bulan ramadhan membawa rezeki dan rahmat.
alhamdulillah.
hahaha...
so happy that he won the title.
nieways yest(mon) had chemistry paper.
my comments: ok lah.
i could do the qns but not many.
i even left blanks. cos there was no time n the other reason: dunno how to do.
hahahaa...
todae was hist paper.
the SEQ was OK but the SBQ KO!!!
i did go through about china but i didn't go through long march.
unfortunately for me, it came out.
so wat i did was just to copy the entire ting on paper n dozed off.
hahaha...
wif this kind of bahaviour i know u all will say i will have no hope rite.
hahaha...
kk i know.
im reli concentrating on my studies.
nothing else in my mind now.
not even him for the moment.
seriously...
ali will no longer stay in mind for the time being animore cos i reli nid to focus on my studies.
furthermore, like wat ppl said....
why would u want to tink of tt someone when tt someone doesn't even give a damn about u?
and ppl have been telling me to move on.
tts wat im doing.
wat hurts me have to be left behind.
he himself is njoying every bits n moments wif fizah so i shall not be disturbing his life animore.
tts wat he wants too.
haiz...
nieways tomorrow will be sitting for my maths paper 2.
am i ready for it?
NO!!!
i just hate maths.
but by hook or by crook i just nid to open my book my memorise the formula.
k lah.
now i wanna log out and wait for tt 'mcm paham'.
till now he's still not online.
bagedol tol...
hahaha...
k lah.
nid to do my asar prayers.
toodle doo~
my charming idol....
but he's still my one and only idol tt i love....TAUFIK BATISAH!!! love him lots...hee...
p.s: there's something wrong wif my post so dun mind the underlines....hee...
let your heart out.
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT IBADAH PUASA SEMUA!!!!
hehe...
im so happy i can fast on the first day of ramadhan.
tot i was goin to get my periods but luckily no.
heee....
nieways he was online just now.
chatted wif him for while.
then he was suddenly offline.
actually i have lots to ask him....
but tink i'll just forget abt it since he oso have no interest to tok to me.
todae maybe breaking fast at my grandma's place.
but i'll c how first.
my other cousins not goin so dunno lah eh.
no i tink im gonna get back to my chemistry books.
tomorrow got chem paper.
wish me luck aite.
toodles~
let your heart out.
PUASA COMING!!!!
whoohoo!!!
heee....
just love it when puasa coming.
byk rahmat.
lots of rahmat for prelims.
hopefully ALLAH will guide me through this diff times of my life.
i reli wish to pass my prelims n O's.
im not at my aunts place.
slept over here last nite.
reached at around 2+ am.
went to mustapha center and headed up to Al-Amen at Bukit Batok for supper.
i had banana prata as cheese naan have finished.
later goin out again to geylang.
my aunts n cousins wanna find thier raya outfit.
i'll just follow along.
actually i just finished studying pysics n now i wanna go n watch tv.
so toodles~
let your heart out.
had science pratical just now.
the physics prac was diff.
the chemistry was ok.
todae overally my day is BORED.
yest went studying wif eton n zira.
n zira confiscated the photo of me n him.
haiz....
my mp3 still dunno where it goes.
haiz...actualli i got nth more in mind.
have to go and study for tomorrow's maths paper 1.
no time to think abt other things oreadi.
toodles~
let your heart out.
a veri veri veri veri SADDENING thing happened on friday.
i was reli sad n down on tt day.
my mp3 is LOST!!!
no where to be found.
i clearly remembered i placed it on my table beofre starting the eng lesson.
but to my carelessness....
i dunno wat happened after tt.
in the bus on the way to inter then i realised my mp3 is not the bag.
haiz...
i cried like hell seh.
its my most precious thing.
but wat to do...
when u lose something u lose it forever....
like how i lost him...
haiz....
k lah wateva eh..
till now im still praying n hoping tt i can get back my mp3.
pls god...make the person who found my mp3 to give me back my mp3.
haiz...
prelims starting soon...
hope i can do the prelims well n good.
now i have to get ready..my cousins asking me out to harbourfront.
dunno wat they looking for there.
k lah till here then~
u viewed my profile at frenster.
i was shocked to see u viewing it.
or maybe it was fiza who got ur password n she looked my profile.
god oni knoes.
i viewed ur profile back...actualli i always do view ur profile.
and none of my face is ever there animore.
i understand.
u wouldn't want to ever have me existing in ur life animore.
i clearly understand tt.
but aniways wateva happens....
till now i still keep thinking of u...
i was reli sad n down on tt day.
my mp3 is LOST!!!
no where to be found.
i clearly remembered i placed it on my table beofre starting the eng lesson.
but to my carelessness....
i dunno wat happened after tt.
in the bus on the way to inter then i realised my mp3 is not the bag.
haiz...
i cried like hell seh.
its my most precious thing.
but wat to do...
when u lose something u lose it forever....
like how i lost him...
haiz....
k lah wateva eh..
till now im still praying n hoping tt i can get back my mp3.
pls god...make the person who found my mp3 to give me back my mp3.
haiz...
prelims starting soon...
hope i can do the prelims well n good.
now i have to get ready..my cousins asking me out to harbourfront.
dunno wat they looking for there.
k lah till here then~
u viewed my profile at frenster.
i was shocked to see u viewing it.
or maybe it was fiza who got ur password n she looked my profile.
god oni knoes.
i viewed ur profile back...actualli i always do view ur profile.
and none of my face is ever there animore.
i understand.
u wouldn't want to ever have me existing in ur life animore.
i clearly understand tt.
but aniways wateva happens....
till now i still keep thinking of u...
let your heart out.
hmm...been three days fasting....
at last my 'utang' to god is finally settled.
todae i fast because of 'puasa sunat'.
just to accompany my mum fasting.
and yest i break my fast at sakura as i wanted to celebrate ETON's B'DAE.
hee...had lots of fun yest.
todae break my fast in sch.
asked my dad to sent me the food to sch before going to werk.
reached home at about 8+ like tt.
got to watch S.I.
hee...yeah!!!
hady is going to the finals...
whooohooo!!!
so happy....
came home wif my sch uniform,
sat in front of the computer and kept myself bz sending songs to ppl.
haha....
just bathed.
now i have to pack my bags for tomorrow.
n go to sleep.
heee...tomorrow goin gym to exercise.
i wanna be fit n healthy.
haha....
todae somehow i didn't about u.
i was bz doing my sch werk especially my batik.
it was good cos it shows tt im concentrating on my work.
u too are having exams for the week.
so i hope u can do well for it.
i know u can.
wish u all the best n i will not stop praying for u k.
just want u to know tt no matter wat happens i still care for u.
n im always here for u.
take care wherever u are k.
i maybe starting to move on like u r now.
so gd luck k!!!
at last my 'utang' to god is finally settled.
todae i fast because of 'puasa sunat'.
just to accompany my mum fasting.
and yest i break my fast at sakura as i wanted to celebrate ETON's B'DAE.
hee...had lots of fun yest.
todae break my fast in sch.
asked my dad to sent me the food to sch before going to werk.
reached home at about 8+ like tt.
got to watch S.I.
hee...yeah!!!
hady is going to the finals...
whooohooo!!!
so happy....
came home wif my sch uniform,
sat in front of the computer and kept myself bz sending songs to ppl.
haha....
just bathed.
now i have to pack my bags for tomorrow.
n go to sleep.
heee...tomorrow goin gym to exercise.
i wanna be fit n healthy.
haha....
todae somehow i didn't about u.
i was bz doing my sch werk especially my batik.
it was good cos it shows tt im concentrating on my work.
u too are having exams for the week.
so i hope u can do well for it.
i know u can.
wish u all the best n i will not stop praying for u k.
just want u to know tt no matter wat happens i still care for u.
n im always here for u.
take care wherever u are k.
i maybe starting to move on like u r now.
so gd luck k!!!
let your heart out.
alooha!!!
didn't go to sch todae.
my eyes were reli swollen in the morning just now.
so i decided to stay at home.
my mum asked me to go polyclinic.
so i did went.
and the doctor said there's something on my eyelid.
it small and yellowish(nanah).
i tink lah.
n its very itchy and painful when i close my eyes or blink my eyes.
lucikily my dear fren ansari accompanied me to the clinic.
zameer then came.
heee....so sweet of my dear frens to accompany me.
i was at the clinic for like 3 hrs.
the clinic was reli crowded even though its in the afternoon.
hahaha...
now im trying to squint my eyes to get a clearer view.
but it should be ok by tomorrow.
the doctor said if its still not ok by next week i have to go back there.
but hopefully it will be ok huh.
when i knew abt the girl yest
i was devastated
i was reli sad and heartbroken
i know n i realise that i reli have to move on
whenever i stepped to tamp inter or while waiting for the bus at sch
i was reli hoping tt i could c u for the last time b4 i reli move on
but wateva it is the lyrics from the song "kenangan terindah",
was afterall meant for u.
bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun TAKKAN mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang tlah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah
didn't go to sch todae.
my eyes were reli swollen in the morning just now.
so i decided to stay at home.
my mum asked me to go polyclinic.
so i did went.
and the doctor said there's something on my eyelid.
it small and yellowish(nanah).
i tink lah.
n its very itchy and painful when i close my eyes or blink my eyes.
lucikily my dear fren ansari accompanied me to the clinic.
zameer then came.
heee....so sweet of my dear frens to accompany me.
i was at the clinic for like 3 hrs.
the clinic was reli crowded even though its in the afternoon.
hahaha...
now im trying to squint my eyes to get a clearer view.
but it should be ok by tomorrow.
the doctor said if its still not ok by next week i have to go back there.
but hopefully it will be ok huh.
when i knew abt the girl yest
i was devastated
i was reli sad and heartbroken
i know n i realise that i reli have to move on
whenever i stepped to tamp inter or while waiting for the bus at sch
i was reli hoping tt i could c u for the last time b4 i reli move on
but wateva it is the lyrics from the song "kenangan terindah",
was afterall meant for u.
bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan ku jadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku
namun TAKKAN mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang tlah terukir abadi sebagai kenangan yang terindah
let your heart out.
hand ok but now im down wif flu.
haiz....
my eyes are swollen too....
gosh...i can't stand it.
heee....
checked syiqah's and fela's blog just now.
hahaha....
so nice to see them having lots of fun at sentosa.
especially HIM.
i can see he's reli njoying himself smiling n laughing.
haiz...glad tt he's happy.
and im so happy for my dear bestie.
later i'll upload the pics for u to see.
reli happy for her.
i was feeling reli weak all over in sch just now.
my voice have also changed from a girl's voice to a man's voice.
hahaha....
k lah.
wanna log out.
talking to fela on the phone.
she said something tt makes my mood vanish.
haiz...
k lah...
oh yah the pics....
haiz....
my eyes are swollen too....
gosh...i can't stand it.
heee....
checked syiqah's and fela's blog just now.
hahaha....
so nice to see them having lots of fun at sentosa.
especially HIM.
i can see he's reli njoying himself smiling n laughing.
haiz...glad tt he's happy.
and im so happy for my dear bestie.
later i'll upload the pics for u to see.
reli happy for her.
i was feeling reli weak all over in sch just now.
my voice have also changed from a girl's voice to a man's voice.
hahaha....
k lah.
wanna log out.
talking to fela on the phone.
she said something tt makes my mood vanish.
haiz...
k lah...
oh yah the pics....
dil n magic...heee.....sweet rite....
him....can see his happy rite......
let your heart out.
my hand is ok oreadi.
did housework just now.
cleaned the windows of all four rooms.
haiz...tiring...
but wat to do.
have to help my mum.
yest stayed home one whole day.
todae wfter clening the house i went to meet an n hisham.
sat at mc cafe.
i drank double chocolate.
then we bought nuggets and fries.
hahaha...
went home did my prayers.
then do nothing till now.
my 2nd sis is sick. accompanied her to find a clinic just now.
but unfortunately all closed.
so she called her bestest friend to accompany her to the changi airport clinic.
just now i called his house.
the real intention was to ask HIS SIS whether their house area got any 24 hrs clinic.
but then he picked up.
and he toked wif me wif a lazy tone.
wateva lah.
its the full moon todae.
it seemed tt u've reli moved on.
im glad tt u're hepi wif ur new life.
heard tt u've been contacting wif ur oac member and she's a dancer too.
hepi tt u've found a girl better than me.
just take care of urself.
remember...
i always care abt u.
n still 456838....
let your heart out.
ouchy ouch!!!
hurt my hand in the physics lab just while doing my chem practical.
i was hurrying to the last part if the experiment.
then skali the measuring cylinder was goin to fall on the floor.
so i tried to catch the thing but the thing broke and it hurt my hand.
i just can't stand blood even if its mine.
yuckiesss...
after practical ate wif my darlinggsss.
ate kfc.
had lots of laughs wif them.
iqah joined us too.
crazy lah her never go sch.
pemls...
nieways after eating went to mendaki.
it was short n sweet lesson todae.
and now im home.
tomorrow maybe goin to watch movie at the cinema.
hahaha...
maybe lah...dunno whether want to go or not.
wif my cousins...they want to watch monster house.
so still thinking whether want to watch or not.
hmmm....k lah i wanna log off oreadi.
nid to do my solat aite.
toodles~
i dunno y,
but i was hoping to meet u just now.
but im just afraid to.
im afraid to face u.
but i reli do miss u a LOT!
n i mean it.
A LOT!!!
let your heart out.
TEN SOMETHINGS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: yes ( a LOT!!!)
2. are you happy: happy? hmm...a bit. just get to spend time wif my lurvly ziraa....
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: talking....nope....chatting...yes
4. are you bored: not reli
5. are you german: nope
6. are you irish: nope
7. are you french: nope
8. are you Italian: nope
9. are your parents still married: of cos!!!
10. do you like someone right now: heee...not like...but love.....
TEN FAVORITES.
1. store: titbits store....
2. flower: hmm....rose or maybe tulip...
3. color: GREENNNN!!!
4. sport: netball, badminton
5. mall: any malls will do
6. music: rock and some slow songs
7. food: NASI AYAM....heee....
8. season: spring
9. animal: cats
10. countries: australia, paris, new zealand
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Singapore
2. hair color: Black
3. age: 17
4. hair style: long...
5. eye color: not sure...but he told me its very dark brown
6. best feature:hmm...tis one i dunno...
7. mood: now? bored....miss him....
8. skin color: my siblings say im dark my frens say im fair...so? u decide....
9. available: nope...
0. lefty/righty: righty
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: yupie yup
2. do you believe in love: yup yup
3. why did your last relationship faiL: haiz...long story...im at fault
4. how many ex u have?: hmm...must i tell u...dun want ah....
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: ya...im a bad girl...
6. have you ever fallen for one of your CLOSE friends: huh...ish no lah...
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: hahaha...ya...always do tt....
8. are you afraid of commitment: a bit...
9. has someone ever kissed your hand: ya...him
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: im sure everione has one
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust: both
2. hard liquor or beer: NOT both
3. night or day: night
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships
5. television or internet: both
6. pepsi or coke: coke
7. wild night out or romantic night in: hahaa...both
9. phone or in person: in person
10. msn or myspace: msn
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: nope
2. have you ever skinny dipped: huh?
3. have you ever done something you regret: ya...regret it a lot....
4. have you ever bungee jumped: nope..but i reli wanna try it
5. have you ever been on a house boat: nope
6. have you ever finished an entire jawbreaker: huh?
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: ya....rite now
8. have you ever wished upon a star?: once when i still a stupid girl....
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: dun tink so....
10. have you ever had a hang over?: nope..
i wouldn't want my post to be empty so i put this thing up.
hahaha....
just got back from zira's place.
watched two movies....
boo and ella enchanted...
ella enchanted was nice....
sweet fairytale...
hee....
tehn studies oni FOR A WHILE.
ate dinner...
for a week i haven't been eating rice i ate just now.
the asam pedas smell reli make me have the appetite to eat.
heee...
then she sent me to bus stop.
had to buy my sis's yong tau foo.
she's always crave for something i end up to be buying for her...
wat to do...
she's pregnant and she's carrying my nephew/niece inside...
so have to buy lah...
nieways tomorrow will going to sch..
practical and mendaki...
k lah..
wanna get my rest...tired liao....
toodles~
i miss you...
do u miss me too?
i doubt so...
looking at the bright moon in the sky makes me miss you more...
haiz...
heard "more than words" just now...
reminds me more abt you...
haiz...
i reli do miss you a lot...
but i dun dare to tell you...
when will i ever get a phonecall from u again?
will i ever get it again ever?
haiz...
1. are you missing someone right now?: yes ( a LOT!!!)
2. are you happy: happy? hmm...a bit. just get to spend time wif my lurvly ziraa....
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: talking....nope....chatting...yes
4. are you bored: not reli
5. are you german: nope
6. are you irish: nope
7. are you french: nope
8. are you Italian: nope
9. are your parents still married: of cos!!!
10. do you like someone right now: heee...not like...but love.....
TEN FAVORITES.
1. store: titbits store....
2. flower: hmm....rose or maybe tulip...
3. color: GREENNNN!!!
4. sport: netball, badminton
5. mall: any malls will do
6. music: rock and some slow songs
7. food: NASI AYAM....heee....
8. season: spring
9. animal: cats
10. countries: australia, paris, new zealand
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Singapore
2. hair color: Black
3. age: 17
4. hair style: long...
5. eye color: not sure...but he told me its very dark brown
6. best feature:hmm...tis one i dunno...
7. mood: now? bored....miss him....
8. skin color: my siblings say im dark my frens say im fair...so? u decide....
9. available: nope...
0. lefty/righty: righty
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: yupie yup
2. do you believe in love: yup yup
3. why did your last relationship faiL: haiz...long story...im at fault
4. how many ex u have?: hmm...must i tell u...dun want ah....
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: ya...im a bad girl...
6. have you ever fallen for one of your CLOSE friends: huh...ish no lah...
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: hahaha...ya...always do tt....
8. are you afraid of commitment: a bit...
9. has someone ever kissed your hand: ya...him
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: im sure everione has one
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust: both
2. hard liquor or beer: NOT both
3. night or day: night
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships
5. television or internet: both
6. pepsi or coke: coke
7. wild night out or romantic night in: hahaa...both
9. phone or in person: in person
10. msn or myspace: msn
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: nope
2. have you ever skinny dipped: huh?
3. have you ever done something you regret: ya...regret it a lot....
4. have you ever bungee jumped: nope..but i reli wanna try it
5. have you ever been on a house boat: nope
6. have you ever finished an entire jawbreaker: huh?
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt?: ya....rite now
8. have you ever wished upon a star?: once when i still a stupid girl....
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: dun tink so....
10. have you ever had a hang over?: nope..
i wouldn't want my post to be empty so i put this thing up.
hahaha....
just got back from zira's place.
watched two movies....
boo and ella enchanted...
ella enchanted was nice....
sweet fairytale...
hee....
tehn studies oni FOR A WHILE.
ate dinner...
for a week i haven't been eating rice i ate just now.
the asam pedas smell reli make me have the appetite to eat.
heee...
then she sent me to bus stop.
had to buy my sis's yong tau foo.
she's always crave for something i end up to be buying for her...
wat to do...
she's pregnant and she's carrying my nephew/niece inside...
so have to buy lah...
nieways tomorrow will going to sch..
practical and mendaki...
k lah..
wanna get my rest...tired liao....
toodles~
i miss you...
do u miss me too?
i doubt so...
looking at the bright moon in the sky makes me miss you more...
haiz...
heard "more than words" just now...
reminds me more abt you...
haiz...
i reli do miss you a lot...
but i dun dare to tell you...
when will i ever get a phonecall from u again?
will i ever get it again ever?
haiz...
let your heart out.
woke up 11+.
did housework then got a phonecall from cikgu rahman.
wat else...
MENDAKI.
haiz....
called the others and at 2+ got ready.
3.30 i was ready at the bus stop waiting for nen.
then took 38 and went to sch.
luckily never bump into him aniwhere just now.
the class finished at 5+ but had to wait for zira to finish up her sums.
then left the sch at 6.
another relieve.
never bump into him.
hee...
i just dunno y but i got this scared feeling of bumping into him.
reli...but i reli dunno the reason why...
hmmm...wierd rite...
nieways zira said i lost weight.
is it...im not sure.
but i haven't been getting my proper meals these days.
just dun have the appetite.
nieways tomorrow will be goin to zira's place to catch a movie.
hee...
just love goin to her house.
reli reli hoping tt i wun bump into him aniwhere tomorrow.
haiz...
till here then.
toodles~
let your heart out.
todae i dun have much to say.
met fela just now.
she teman me to buy something.
n i went to laminate something.
she knows wat it is.
secret huh fela!!!
trust u abt it!!!
wonder wat he will tink if he knows abt it eh fela.
kkk...stop it ziemah.
fela told me everything just now.
she's so lucky.
her life is MAGICAL now.
reli glad she's happy now.
its good to know when u're best fren is happy.
hee...
fela...for us to know for them to find out huh.
heee...
cheeky cheeky me....
eh fela hope tis happiness will last long aite.
so happy for darl.
u r my one n oni gf n so happy tt u're hepi.
animore news dun forget to tell me huh!!!
k lah toodles~
the pic on top is the oni memories of u i have left.
hope u're doing just fine.
do take care k.
remember i still do care for u.
456838 still...
let your heart out.
:
[x] You know someone that cares aboutyou.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
T O T A L: 6
[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once aweek.
[x] There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.( i cry every nite)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[ ] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[ ] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 5
[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[ ] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a Friendster
[ ] You have no problem in your studies.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside.
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.
T O T A L: 5
[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[x] You aren't self-consious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[ ] Your parents working salary monthly is morethan $4000.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 4
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[ ] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are Happy that you're living.
T O T A L: 9
GRAND TOTAL : 29X 2= 58%
My life is _58_% happy
58%....
i guess its rite....
im not tt reli happy now.
so many things in my mind.
haiz...
just wonder if he knows tt im like tis.
n wondering if he even cares abt it.
wateva lah....
let your heart out.
today i finally managed to force myself up.
wake up at 5.40 am todae.
wash myself up.
mandi hadas.
after tt did my subuh prayers and did my holiday hw.
now im stressing myself up thinking wat topic to do for my art prelims.
its 3 weeks to art prelims but i've done nth.
im gonna be killed by mrs chan.
k wateva it is i tink im gonna choose microscopic topic.
its kind of hard...actually all the topics are hard.
but i'll try my best.
now im having headache.
not used to wake up so early and start studying straightaway.
its diff frm waking up to sch and waking up during holiday u know.
i feel myself at peace after meeting god just now.
i ask for peace from him so i wun keep thinking of him.
now im gonna get to find my research pic for my art.
toodle doo~
let your heart out.
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