Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

mock exams are over. finally....
the SS studies paper was ok. the science pp 1 hmmm....
DISASTROUS i think...
i just hate physics.
dunno y.
today got my chemistry and eng paper results.
and not to my surprise....chem i failed.
eng paper....to my surprise i passed.
hahaha....my mid year exam i failed so u tot i wun be doing well for mock.
but alhamdullilah i passed.
haha...
tomorrow will be having teacher's day concert so i think i will be slacking for the day.


after having a great day we will always end up like this.
haiz...
i dunno lah eh.
and i knew tt the sunday was the last day im gonna have tt treatment from u.
i just wish the day on last sunday wun end.
i just love every moment of it.
i said tt im gonna disappear just to let u move on.
n im trying to do it cos it reli hurts me to do so.
everytime i sit in the bus biting my lips the memories in the bus wif u came into my mind.
i reli wish u were right by my side looking at me and stopping me from biting my lips.
do u know tt when u were talking to me on tt monday nite,
my heart was reli crushing and i can reli feel it.
the pain was still there when i went to sch the next day to sit for my paper.
and i was reli hoping not to bump into u at inter when i was goin home.
but i did bump into u and i can't bear to have a look at u.
my heart was reli in a crushed state n my tears kept wanting to fall in the bus.
when itah asked me how am i and how are the things around me,
i answered happily tt everything was goin on fine cos during tt time we were reli ok.
but now....u know it for urself.
i just wonder why all this must happen again when i was starting to get my happy life back.
i know i deserve all this heart pain.
im not complaining about it.
just wanting to soul search my life again.
hoping tt u r goin on well wif ur moved on life.
im reli sure ur frens wun even like it if u were back wif me.
they just wun ike seeing me leading a happy life wif u.
i know im bad once but im can't i have another chance to change myself?
its ok.
i know im changed or else i wun be even be facing a heart pain or even im always in my lala land wif the thoughts of mr flat butt.
im not reli njoying the time in sch cos im always back in my lala land.
i will reli smile and laugh out loud and forget abt all this things for a moment when im wif iqah.
she reli do help me a lot without she knowing it.
i know i dun deserve the chance tt im asking u for but pls....
can u pls sort things out wif me n tell me wat u reli want?
tell me wats the thing tt ur heart wants.
i reli can't stand long int his condition.
i reli can't.
i've no one to turn to. not even my bestfrens.
not even my frens.
and i reli mean it. NO ONE!!!
so could u pls. pls. tok to me n tell me everything tt u've been keeping inside u. pls!!!!
n pls take care of my pooh bear.
u know i wun like it if my pooh bear is wif someone else like how u dun like it when bear2 is wif someone else.
if u wanna give me back my pooh bear u know u have to give it to me PERSONALLY.
i dun know if u reli mean wat u said when i said i will disappear n u will try every ways to contact me.
just take care of urself k.
i reli do wish tt sunday wun end just like tt.....


been lazing aroung this few days.
keep thinking of it no matter wat i do.
think he wun reli care abt it.
k lah.
wanna go to the clinic and buy my medicine.
bye then....
think im gonna be a zombie soon....

let your heart out.

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