Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

a stranger whom i never tok to.
a stranger whom i never seen before,
suddenly came to me asking why my face is like this.
so many questions she asked.
and from the questions...
boy i know IM RELI DAMN UGLY!!!!


for those ppl who r reading this.
if u guys agree with wat i said pls do leave a tag n pls do say im UGLY.
even my cousins, my OWN sister n a UNKNOWN STRANGER even tinks so.
i tink u guys tinks so too rite.
what would u feel if ppl keep saying n keep asking about ur fcuking face.
my good fren comforted me by saying its part of a teenage life cos its a growing stage.
but why the others dun understand me?
because of my damn fcuking face, i dun have tghe confidance to do anything.
and because of that oso i quit tarian.
im afraid to go to places that have a lot of people walking around.
cos i feel im the ugliest one of all and everyone will be DISGUSTED looking my UGLY face.


i know my close schfrens have been saying its a growing stage.
but when the ppl around me like my aunts and cousins keep asking abt face i feel like runing away from this world.
it reli sucks when it happens to u all the time.


so many bad things happened over the weekend.
i cried a lot and keep things to myself.
i dun even know who to tok to cos i tink they dun understand me.
and wif my UGLY face i dun tink ppl will even want to tok to me.


this is for that person who HAVE BEEN WAKEN UP BY HIS COUSIN....
i think u are reli moving on wif ur life.
cos by the way i see ur behaviour yesterday, i assumed that u're reli hepi wif ur life.
tenkiu for bein there for me last time.
and tenkiu for sounding so hepi when u talked to me yest.

let your heart out.

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