Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

im reli exhausted todae.
veri exhausted.


if u do everything to me in a forced way,
i suggest tt u just give up on me
since u said ur feelings for me went down very badly.
i was reli hurt when u said the thing tt u gave me was forced.
it does reli hurt me a lot.
if u dun feel it, i feel it.
and it seems now tt MY OWN BESTFREN is even on ur side.
tis is only a small fight, if we happen to go on our separate ways,
i WILL LOSE my BESTFREN!!!
she may think tt im being a drama mama here but she dun undestand my feelings.
she understand ur feelings more than mine.
n im reli sad abt it.
to tell u truth i LIKE u and im trying LOVE u.
and as u said yest u're not worth my tears n u even asked me to cry for other guys.
my heart was crushed into pieces.
how could u even say tt to me.
n u also said tt a girl who cried for a guy means tt the guy meant alot to her.
so r u trying to say tt yest i cried for NOTHING?!?
then its up to u to think tt way k.
im reli exhausted.
u just tink back wat happened btwn us for the past few days.
n u think back wat was on ur mind on the day tt we had the fight.
y u didn't just asked for it?
u wanted to suffer more b4 u let me go.
y would u even think abt it? u want ur FRENS n MY BESTFREN to hate me more?
go ahead. let them mock me n criticise me in thier blog.
n one more thing. thank ur BESTYS a lot for thier comments in thier blog.
i reli 'appreciate' it a lot.
n pls dun force urself to do something tt u dun even want to do k.
i dun like ppl to force themselves.


nieways the MT 'O' Level paper today was ok.
i get to do it normally.
normally wif the urge to cry.
for ur info, i cried as soon as i reached inter.
i dunno y.
i was listening to the mp3 and it was playing the song 'the loneliness' by babyface.
n my tears were rolling down my cheeks inside the mrt.
n at the foyer while waiting for my frens, i cried again.
only god knows how i reli feel like now since my BESTFREN is on the party's side.
till here then~

let your heart out.

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