u're the one i love.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

firstly i wanna wish dear fren of mine something.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN!!!!
hee...yup.
todae is wando b'dae n i dun dare to forget his b'dae
cause his one of my dear fren.
wah. da besar die skarang kan. hee....

nieways todae mendaki lessons was cancelled cause the teacher had met wif an 'accident'.
wateva lah eh.
after tt we proceeded to sleepyhead zira house.
b4 tt we went to buy our breakfast n zira's breakfast.
i ate nasi sambal goreng.
by the tyme i ate 1/4 if the rice i was damn full.
cause b4 tt i ae donut. i ate uncle tobys cereal.
ya so im reli full.
early in the morning oreadi i make business cake oreadi.
haiz. two times somemore.
sway seh todae.

we rented 'to catch a virgin ghost' vcd.
its a korean movie.
in the beginning the movie was scary but in the end we find it a comedy thirller movie.
veri funny.
a human in love wif a ghost?
cute rite. hee...

i reached home ard 2+.
i took a reli long afternoon.
i dunno y but after the sunday tragedi i get exhausted easily.
dunno y.
i woke up at 6.35 just now.
long sleep rite?
hee..
tomorrow is gonna b a long day.
have to get in sch by 0745.
there's SP open house and its compulsory to go.
one way transport seh.
we have to get home frm there on our own.
haiz.
k lah till here then.
wanna go n watch tv.
toodles~

let your heart out.

im reli exhausted todae.
veri exhausted.

if u do everything to me in a forced way,
i suggest tt u just give up on me
since u said ur feelings for me went down very badly.
i was reli hurt when u said the thing tt u gave me was forced.
it does reli hurt me a lot.
if u dun feel it, i feel it.
and it seems now tt MY OWN BESTFREN is even on ur side.
tis is only a small fight, if we happen to go on our separate ways,
i WILL LOSE my BESTFREN!!!
she may think tt im being a drama mama here but she dun undestand my feelings.
she understand ur feelings more than mine.
n im reli sad abt it.
to tell u truth i LIKE u and im trying LOVE u.
and as u said yest u're not worth my tears n u even asked me to cry for other guys.
my heart was crushed into pieces.
how could u even say tt to me.
n u also said tt a girl who cried for a guy means tt the guy meant alot to her.
so r u trying to say tt yest i cried for NOTHING?!?
then its up to u to think tt way k.
im reli exhausted.
u just tink back wat happened btwn us for the past few days.
n u think back wat was on ur mind on the day tt we had the fight.
y u didn't just asked for it?
u wanted to suffer more b4 u let me go.
y would u even think abt it? u want ur FRENS n MY BESTFREN to hate me more?
go ahead. let them mock me n criticise me in thier blog.
n one more thing. thank ur BESTYS a lot for thier comments in thier blog.
i reli 'appreciate' it a lot.
n pls dun force urself to do something tt u dun even want to do k.
i dun like ppl to force themselves.

nieways the MT 'O' Level paper today was ok.
i get to do it normally.
normally wif the urge to cry.
for ur info, i cried as soon as i reached inter.
i dunno y.
i was listening to the mp3 and it was playing the song 'the loneliness' by babyface.
n my tears were rolling down my cheeks inside the mrt.
n at the foyer while waiting for my frens, i cried again.
only god knows how i reli feel like now since my BESTFREN is on the party's side.
till here then~

let your heart out.

im back!!!
im so nervous for tomorrow's paper.
MT 'O' Level paper.
i dunno whether i can do well for the paper or not.
my tacher said im eligible for a B3/A2.
its good butnot good enough.
my sis will scream the hell out of me if i get a B3.
my sis will want me to get an A1 for it.
n im reli trying my best to achieve so tt i can concentrate on other subjects
if i get a good grade for my MT 'O' Level.
u guys do pray for me aite.

let your heart out.

yeah im back. been reli busy lately.
have been having MT intensive programme everyday.
im so stressed up.
MT 'O' Level paper is tis monday n i dun have the confidence for hitting my target.
haix~
nieways the intensive programme has reli helped me a lot
by making me more understand n make me get used to the new format.
gosh the new format is reli damn diff to score.
once u wirte the wrong word u'll get a damn bloody 0 for it.
hopefully i can do it like how im doin well for my intensive programme.
haix~

another B-I-G main problem...
i dunno y all tis have to happen now.
it seems tt he'd rather tell his frens first than letting me know first.
its up to him lah. told him the consequences b4 all tis started
n he was the one who wants to take the risk n now he's the one suffering.
n everione seems to be on his side. n i reli thank him for tt.
now everione will tink tt im the bay guy here. its fine k.
i just dun want any more stress in my life.
i've told u b4 its gonna reli hurt u if u're wif me but u wanted tt way
n now c wat happens.
ya i know tt no matter wat happens u will still have ur BESTYS N CREWS
by ur side supporting u all the way.
as for me? NO ONE! serve me rite rite?
tenkiu once again. u decide wateva its best for u lah k.
im just another one damn fucking bad girl k.
wat i know is...to hurt ur feelings. i realise tt k. fine.
i'll accept wateva decision u make k.
im too tired oreadi.

let your heart out.

aloooha!!! k the picture above is the movie tt i just watched just now.
actually ali n i planned to watch The Da Vinci Code.
but after asking for ppl's opinions, they said its better to watch Over The Hedge.
yea..so we watched it.
furthermore the tix for The Da Vinci Code are selling fast
so we decided to watch tt movie some other time.
nieways after the movie went to eat at LJS.
i was reli full after eating there.
n after eating i had to buy my dad's newspapers.
he totally forgotten bt it todae maybe bcos he trade-in his old vespa to new Yamaha bike.
cool!! i like his new bike better than his old one. hee...
after buying the papers decided to take photos.
but unfortunately we dun have enough money.
haiz...wat to do.
but anyways todae is not tt fun day lah.
its an ok² day lah.

the movie did make me njoy myself.
its a cute, funny n nice movie.
u guys shld go n watch it.
here is the rundown of the movie:
Spring has sprung, and Verne and his woodland friends awaken from their long winter’s nap to discover that a tall, green “thing” has mysteriously cropped up right through the middle of their home. Enter RJ, an opportunistic raccoon, who explains that the world beyond the hedge is the “gateway to the good life” where peculiar creatures called humans live to eat, rather than eat to live. Suspicious and even a little jealous of RJ, the ever-cautious Verne wants to keep his blended family safely on their side of the hedge. But, proving the adage that one man’s garbage is another man’s—or rather animal’s—treasure, the manipulative RJ tries to convince the woodland band that there is little to fear and everything to gain from their over-indulgent new neighbors. Eventually, RJ and Verne form an unlikely friendship as they learn to co-exist with—and even exploit—this strange new world called suburbia.
the best characters tt liked best was Verne the tortoise n Hammy the squirrel.
to me Verne was cute wif his cautiousness n his instict frm his tiggling tail.
and Hammy was the cutest one for me cos firstly he's a squirrel!!!
veri cute. n his blurness n his fastness make me like him more.
he's reli cute!!!

yea...so tts all for todae...toodles~

let your heart out.

i told ya!!!
i did VERI BAD for my mid-yr exams.
as for now i oni passed my malay n my social studies paper.
hopefully in the report book i can at least pass like 4 subjects.
its oni a hope. cos my humanities i got 49 in total n my teacher said it CAN be helped.
as for my english paper i passed my PP1 but i failed my PP2. pathectically.
my science n my maths...as per normal i failed!!!
n now im waiting for my art paper results.
hopefully i passed it.
haiz...
aziemah!!! for goodness sake!!! u're taking O level tis yr so u better buck up!!!
i have to do tt. reli have to buck up!!!

nieways just got back frm tekka centre just now
actually i didn't plan to go there at all
but i sympatise my mum tt i accompanied her
n i got tis indian suit
my mum bought it for me
im reli feeling so tired
*yawnzz*
feeling reli sleepy too
nieways tomorrow my family will not be goin out
so im goin out to watch a movie tomorrow!!! yeay!!!
ouh yah...
below r some pixies taken on sunday
do take a look aite
till here then..
*yawnzzz*
toodles~

let your heart out.

wooohooo!!!

exams are finally over

n todae is the last day of my two days of sch break.

tomorrow back to sch for scripts checking.

haix. im gonna reli get bad results for my mid-yr.

gonna get a whole lot of nagging frm diff ppl.

gonna get crazy frm those nagging.

nieways btwn me n him r ok.

n i got these frm him....

cute rite.

hee...a teaddy bear n a heart shaped cookie.

can't show u guys wat the heart shaped looks like cause

the wordings r gone n its doesn't even look like a heart shaped at all

cause some of the parts r inside my stomach.

hee...

nieways i've yet to give him his present cos its not reli completed.

have some more things to put in and its completely done.

nieways yest went to bugis wif my lurvely darlings,

zira, nenen, ririn n eton. unfortunately nem wasn't able to follow us.

so the five of us went together.

firstly we met up at small mac n i was late.

hee..damn late.

after that we headed to wisma atria.

nenen picked up her bro's hp.

the we headed up to heeren to check out whether the havaianas sandles are there.

but unfortunately there wasn't.

then we took the mrt at somerset n headed down to bugis.

we first accompanied eton masjid sultan as she wanted to her zuhur prayers.

then we headed to raffles hospital to eat at banquet there.

after filling up our stomach we started shopping!!!!

i bought myself the pants at bossini n i bought for him a t-shirt.

then after my frens all got what they wanted to buy,

we headed back to tampines.

n here, i got my havaianas sandles.

woohoo!!! its greenish brown colour. i loike!!!

then ali g accompanied me home.

i gave him his gift.

to my surprise he lked it a lot cos its his fav colour

n has his fav number on it.

hee...lucky he fits the shirt.

ya so hepi yest cos i got the sandles i once wanted so much.

n in the end i got it.

yea!!!

hee...

ya so tts all for todae.

mayb im goin out later.

to bugis again.my auntie wants to get a haircut there.

mayb im goin to get a haircut too.

but c how lah eh.

k lah till here then.

-period ended-

let your heart out.

yest my family did went out.

we went to the family normal hangout place

at eunos which is my aunts place.

then the aunties n the daughters went to bazaar at haig road.

walked ard oni.

and guess wat i bought at the bazaar.

tis ting its been a long time since i wanted tis ting

and its sold yest at the bazaar.

n it oni cost $7. cheap rite!!!

actuali the real price was $7.50

but my dear cousin went to bargain to the auntie n i got $7 for it.

hee...u can tink im childish or watsoeva.

but i like it. its me. no one can change me.

its either u accept me for who i am or go away k.

tts me.

see!!! cute rite!!! hee...tts my dear winnie the pooh tt i bought yest.

hee...it feels so good to sleep with it. so soft!

nieways tings bwtn me n him i tink r goin to be ok soon.

tink so lah.

im just bein so stubborn n egoitsic.

dunno y.

its been three days since i met him.

n he's getting crazy over there.

hee...its tt i dun want to mit him

but i've been goin out wif my family the last two days.

yest went to my aunts place

and todae goin to my 'nyai' place n then we'll be eating at beach road.

yum yum!

see...its not tt i dun want to him or wat but my family comes first.

so...hope u understand aite.

k lah. got to go and get ready r else my mama will start nagging.

ouh yah.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

hee...almost forgot abt tt. kk.

i wanna make a short speech for my momma!

walaupun mak slalu bising, memekak atau membebel

mak akan tetap jadi mak orang.

macam mane mak nak bandingkan org ngan anak org laen aziemah tetap syg mak.

mak ade lah satu² nya yg aziemah paling sayang.

aziemah bersyukur mak sanggup jage aziemah

walaupun aziemah nie degil, kepale batu, pemalas dan slalu sakit kan ati mak.

mak tetap bersabar jage aziemah.

itulah yg buat aziemah sayang kan mak.

terima kasih byk² kerana sanggup jage aziemah selama nie.

aziemah sayanggg mak!

selamat ari ibu mak!!!

k. i know i sound funny

but tts wat i've been meaning to tell her

but did not have the chance to.

so there the speech is.

hee..

k lah gtg now.

mummy i love u!!!!

toddles~

let your heart out.

ok fine its my fault for not celebrating our 1st anni rite.

its all my damn fcuking fault.

n its my fault for 'DELIBERATING' not wanting to celebrate wif u.

FINE k!!! ITS MY FAULT!!!

haiz...dunno y lah eh. its been a sucking day for me today.

TOTALLY SUCKS!!!

firstly i miss tt someone but i tink he wun be bothered bt it

cos obviously he's out wif his friends njoying himself.

he tinks i dun feel bad abt yest.

then let him tink tt way k.

sick n tired of it.

my stomach cramps have

been giving me these stupid mood swings n there he is not bothering.

i tink by now syiqah n bobo are happily celebrating their anni.

happy 1 mth anni syiqah n bobo!!!

haiz. i tink i'll stop here lah.

reli got no mood to type animore.

todae is a reli sucking day for me.

wonder if my family are goin out later.

if they are, im gonna follow them

and put all the fcuking problems behind me.

haiz. k lah.

toddles~

let your heart out.

1 more paper to go n exams are over!!!
whooohooo!!!!
todae had my art n science paper 1.
the science paper was ok.
n the art paper was goin on fine too.
i completed my art paper for the time!!!
usually when i do my art paper for exams it's always incomplete
i tink maybe because i followed my teacher's advice of doin bigger n lesser method
n tis year i go for my art mid year paper not like last year
hee...
tis year i good girl oreadi.
nieways gonna have a two long holidays after my last paper on monday
k lah have to go now. bye!!!

let your heart out.

aloha!!!! k im back blogging now.

todae had my maths pp2 n it was freaking hard.

n im giving u a confirmation that im gonna fail my WHOLE FREAKING MATHS paper.

why must there be maths in the world?

maths sucks to the core.

i reli hate maths A LOT!!! MATHS MAKE ME MAD!!!

n its reli true.

ok, i managed to do some of the few questions

but im confident enough tt i will get at least a 10 or 20 marks for hte 180 marks paper.

pathetic rite?

i know.

but its just me to keep failing for my maths because probably im reli weak in it.

haiz..wat to do.

im so dumb and stupid in maths.

n congrats to PAP for becoming the MP for Tampines GRC.

hee...ouh yah!

n congrats to my dear taufik batisah for winning the Singapore Favourite Artist

for MTV Asia Awards last saturday.

hee...i loike him veri much!

nieways got this very bad news.

its very sad n heartbreaking to see my own beloved fren's heart

being broken by my own crew member.

i was so damn happy to see both of them together happily attached

n my happiness lasted oni till yest.

to truthfully say its partially the crew's fault.

n im reli feeling guilty bout it. i even cried with her yest.

my member has its own reason for breaking the relationship

n i dun blame him nor even my fren.

both r not at fault.

but wat im reli tinking abt is why all this happen

and why must "A" come back in a sudden manner

with that kind of attention she's giving to my member.

i reli dun understand y.

n now im beginning not to even treat her as my fren.

i dunno y. i know its bad n i know i dun have the rite to do it.

but the incident yest reli make have tt kind of feelings.

im sorie if this post hurts anione fellings but the incident reli make my heart sink.

haiz.

but wateva it is im reli apologising to my beloved fren.

im reli sorie for wat happened to k.

im partially at fault too

n im reli sorie cos it affects ur studies n ur life.

im feeling so regretful n guilty of wat just happened yest.

im reli sorie.

you know who u r aite

let your heart out.

whoa!! its been a long time since i update my blog.

been busy.

not busy studying but busy goin out.

hee...

eh!! but i still study hor!

currently i've been going out studying wif my dear darling itah.

hee..

she's one crazy girl.

nieways congrats to her for starting out a relationship wif laode!!!

whoohoo!!! im sosososo happy for them.

they make such a sweet n cute couple.

hee..

mid yr exam have started and im not reli prepared for it.

times flies so fast.

and at the end of the month the MT 'O' Level paper are starting.

time flies RELI FAST.

im so not redi for the mid yr exams.

n i tink im gonna get many red pens on my results paper.

damn! haiz.

its my own fault too for not getting ready 1 mth earlier.

haiz. nieways tomorrow will be sitting for my maths pp1

and social studies exam.

wish me luck aite.

k lah wanna get started on my revisions.

till here then. toddles!!!

miss fela my dear darling a lot!!!

let your heart out.

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