Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
todae woke up at 10.05 cos i got religious class so have to wake up early. i got al ready at 10.45. the class always start at 11 n the place is near my house so can wake up late. hahaha. then when i reached there i can see no one. the place was so quiet. then i called up my friend n she said that todae no class cos got something perjumpaan ape ntah. so i went back home. tidied my room n ate my breakfast. now im feeling so sleepy cos yest i slept at 4+. hahaha. talked on the phone with this guy named fadly. had fun toking to him. tats y talked till 4+. hahaha. actualie he accompanied me lah. i can't sleep so he got up just to accompany me. so sweet of him. haha. nieway talked abt lots of things wif him. reli had fun talking wif him n now i get to know him more cos last time oni chatted wif him on msn n yest i was bored to death n he asked my no. n he called me after he took his bath. haha. actualie planned to hang up the phone earlier but he said he still wanted to accompany me since i can't sleep so i keep on talking since tats what i like to do. hahaha. n todae he have to work. PAK KENDARAT. hahaha. pity him lah. get to sleep oni for a few hours. suroh letak tk nak. ya so yest what i get to know when i talked to him was he's a nice guy, friendly, romantic guy. hahaha. but one thing funny bt him is when he tell me bt the 'hehheehh' thing. hahaha. yest oso went to my sis's fren wedding at one of the CC but i dunno where. ate some nasi, ayam masak merah n sambal goreng pengantin. the food was nice. n the best was the brownie. slurp! kasi 10 o's. hahaha. after the wedding headed to my aunts place at eunos waiting for my other aunt to reach there to go to my other aunt open house. at eunos oso. just have to walk to go there. reach at the open house i ate again. ate nasi again. hahaha. n ayam masak merah. the ayam pedas seh. but ok lah. reached there at 6+ n went home at 10+. had a great tok wif my dear aunt. cik icha. then she suggested to sleep over her house tis friday. ladies nite. her house is superb! i like her house. 4 storey. but its not confirm bt this friday will confirm wif her again. yest oso i took some pics. do take a look k. hahaha. k lah. i wanna go take my rest. do take a look at pics. bye!
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haiz. im so damn tired n sleepy. yest i had an early nite. slept at 11+. so tired after the open house n the changi beach outing. hahaha. b4 sleeping yest i put my phone beside the radio but this monin i woke up n found that my phone was beside my head. so strange. then i checked my call register n found out that zali called me at 12+ so i was thinking if i was toking nonsence yest nite. i called zali back todae at 11+ in the monin n he said he did called me but i rejected his col. hahaha. lucky! skali aku angkat ntah ape mepek aku bebual. ngah ngantok nye pasal. haha. n todae woke up 7 in the monin to go to sch again to help the tarian gerls. im the camera women for todae. n the gerls even helped me to straightened my hair. hahaha. so funi seh. rambut kembang. k nieways at i tink 4+ when the gerls were dancing, i put my phone beside the loud playing radio n i was helping my dear fren fadillah to straighten her hair n i didn't realise that my phone was ringing bcos of the loud music frm the radio. when the gerls stopped dancing n the music stopped one the gerls told me i got miss col. n she say "kak, HAKIM col". i was HUH! HAKIM called? i was so damn mad at myself for not holding on to my bloody phone. two missed call frm HAKIM. haiz. just my luck for not hearing my stupid phone ringing. i called back his home n his father picked up the phone n said he just went out to go to his cousin's place. haiz. so sway sey. then i called his handphone but no ans. called many times but still no ans. so fed-up wif myself. n i was shouting at the canteen like a mad women. just bcos i never ans his col. argh!! nieways its my stuid fault. hahaha. the gerls packed up at 4.45. but me n fela decided to stay till 5+ just to c the graduation nite ppl wif their casual smart dressing. hahaha. but we got to see lah. so charming n handsome ah them. too bad the NA students do not have that stupid graduation nite. just our luck. then went home at 6+. accompanied namira to eat at LJS. she treated us. hahaha. but hen i sat inside the LJS suddenly i remembered bt the time i went to orchard wif my kuzzin n her frens. n i remembered bt hakim. hahaha. kkk. enough bt him!. went home wif bloated stomach. ate too much todae. haha. im so tired now. wanna get an early sleep. so long guys!
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k todae is thursday n yest i went home frm my aunts place. sleep over there to watch HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE. yeay! it was so cool. the movie was great! thumbs up of daniel radcliffe. hahaha. he was so handsome n cute. hahaha. k after watching the movie went to my aunts place first. took my lunch n i went home after that. n todae i went to sch cos changkat changi sec is having their open house till tomorrow so i have to go there n help my frens. ya. just now i cabot. hahaha. the whole ting finish at 5 but i went off at 4. haha. went to mit nana n zali. both frm bartley. they r my frens. we went changi beach to ease our mind. hahaha. all stress. hahaha. i reached home at 6+ n i went to get a bath. veri sticky lah. it was such a hot day todae. somemore i wore black t-shirt. haaha. feel so good after the bath. nieways todae my day was kind of ok lah. but tell u all sometin. there's this one unknown guy. i dunno where the hell he came from. but yest nite at ard 12+ he called me. he say his name was faizal n he was frm pingyi sec. sick man. nak kenal² mlm² buta. crazy sicko. he say he saw my photo at my yearbook last year and he asked my number frm his fren which happened to be my schmate. n todae i got to know frm him that he got my number ansari. i called ansari and he said he doesn't know a single faizal in pingyi. now i wanna know who's this sicko. hope he won't cal me again tonite. crazy sicko. will update u all again abt this misterious guy. toddles!
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hie again. u all must be wondering y my font colour todae is red when my normal font colour is green. u want to know? its becos im feeling reli mad. even though i had lots of fun when im out just now my mood is suddenly out n vanished just bcos of small stupid lil thing. ok well tell u what happened the whole day. at 3 pm i went out to mit my frens at tamp mrt station. then we headed to seoul garden at tamp mall. waited for about 15 min n at last we r in the seoul gardem. hahaha. masok je start mkn. we took so many food n i sat at a table wif all boys n im the oni girl so the guys did the barbecueing. hahaha. ate n ate until 5+. then we went out of the place. after eating all the meat n seafood n wif my full stomach i still ate ice cream. dun care whether my stomach is full or not stilll wanna eat the ice cream. i took 5 diff flavours in one bowl: peppermint, ripple, sweetcorn, yam, choco chip. hahaha. try all the flavours. then i took second round of ice cream but i oni took sweetcorn n yam. hahaha. went out of seoul garden wif bloated stomach. hahaha. then we went rounding ard tamp mall then we proceeded to century square. helped the guys to find their grad nyte dressing. after helping them we proceeded home. my kuzzins n her friends came to my house. n now im at my cousin's place. sleeping over here. dun wori i know all my kuzzins fren tats y they were at my place. eh yah at seoul garden i took some pics. so do take a look the pics aite. n now my mood is reli like a tornado despite the fun outing just now. its bcos of sometin. dun wanna to let it out here. later that someone will tell that someone. k lah guys. do take a look at the pics aite.
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hahaha. im back again. just got back frm tampines mall to help my sis buy her sch lucky draw things. she bought so many things. n as usual i have to help her. mostly she bought electrical stuffs. heavy somemore but then we took a cab home. todae i tink i woke up at 12+ but im still feel veri SLEEPY. wat do u xpect? slept at 2+ am toking on the phone wif my dear fren zali. hahaha. talked many things. but the main thing we talked abt was abt his dear fren hakim. k wait i tell u first wat i did after i woke up. i cleaned the house. i washed the dishes. i did the laundry n i cleaned my room. hahaha. quite a lot of dishes i did. after that i rested for a while reading the papers then i quickly get ready to meet my sis. k abt yest nite hakim called me at abt 12+ i tink. n we sort things out. zali was oso on the line helping us out. n at last the misunderstanding prob was solved. after i hung up the phone wif hakim, he called syahirah. bergantung bkn maen lame. ape aje dorg bebual.anyway if u wanna say im jealous yes i am. hahaha. tak tau malu sak aku. k anyway he tok to my kuzzin i tok to his fren zali. hahaha. laughed n toked nonsense wif that guy. hahaha. nieways at last i know hu i am in hakim's life. a special fren. hahaha. nieways there's a photo that i've uploaded just now. hahaha. just took it. takde keje amek gambar lah. i look so ugly in the pic but hu cares. i oso dun care. i admit my face look like shit so i dun mind. hahaha. k lah. i wanna go n eat. veri the hungry oreadi. k lah guys. i wanna sign out aite. toodles!
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hellozz again. ok now im well again n i can gassy drinks again! yeay!! hahaha. but not too much lah. later my 'asthma' come back. hahaha. nieways these few days i've been feeling down. dunno y maybe bcos of wat my kuzzin told me bt that someone. im not sure wat im suspose to feel but seriously my mood these days have been a bit wierd. n i admit. i miss him. hahaha. i dunno y. u all can say im crazy but wat to do im born to be like that. so sorie hakim. since u're afraid n u made a promise to ur fren's mother then there's nothing i can do. i can oni doa for u. but i reli treasure tose days that we spend time together n spent time toking on the phone. wat i wanna say now is i have the same feeling u have for me. tats i want to say. the rest is up to u. hakim i hope u will become the best architect in the future. i will doa for u. u're the best gentlemen guy i've ever met. n i will never ever forget u. hahaha. nieways he will never be able to read this cos he doesn't have internet at home and he doesn't even know that i have a blog. so these r wat i wanted to say to im but didn't have the chance to. hahaha. aziemah u r so crazy to write these. k lah i nid to clean the house now. just now many guests came for the open house. so now its tyme to clean the house. so long guys! n hakim: gd luck to u!
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im back again. now im feeling veri bad. been having breathing diffculties since last fri. but on mon i was perfectly fine cos the pain on my chest was vanished. but on wed the sickness is back. damn it. and yest nite i can't sleep cos i can't lie down as my chest will feel veri painful n it will make me not breathe. i felt as if i was gonna die. it was reli damn painful. k anyway todae im suspose to watch my fav movie wif my special fren hakim. but unfortunately thanks to my stupid sickness i was unable to mit him. n i reli feel VERI BAD. he booked the tickets yest n he got the tickets yest too. but he doesn't want to tell me i tink bcos he wanted it to be a 'suprise'. haiz. i reli reli feel bad bt this. VERI BAD. he called me just now n he said that there's nothing i shld be feeling bad bt. he gave the tickets to his cousins. n u want to know y i feel bad? its bcos the movie tickets doesn't cost $1 or $2 its cost more than $5. its on fri somemore so it must cost at ard $8.50 n u times it by two its gonna cos more than $20(i tink). u see. a lot of money wasted just like that. how am i suspose not to feel bad. n he sound so xcited yest on the phone n i reli feel bad abt not turning up todae. i tink my mood todae its vanished just like that. im reli sorie hakim. :'(
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hello! im back again! nieways yest was the day that i was suspossed to go beach road wif my cousins n hakim rite. but unfortunately hakimwas unable to come along cos he have his soccer training. so its ok lah. first i went to paya lebar to meet my cousins, syahirah, amirah n kifli. then we headed to lavendar to mit my aunts n my two other cousins, shasha n ilah. then they followed me to change my passport photo. after that we headed to beach road n guess wat. i bought two t-shirts. hahaha. shopping sakan. hahaha. just a simple shirt. then after walking ard beach road we headed to bugis. kifli wanted to find a shirt. so we went ard bugis n dun have his size. after tired walking we decided to go home. but fortunately i ran into my two frens farid n ansari. so i went wif them n went to makan. we went to this chinese makan palce. the food there all halal. i ate roasted chincken rice n my two other frens ate this milky soup food. to me its not appetizing at all. nieways while i was eating my kuzzin amirah smsed me that kifli finally got his t-shirt. $8 oni. so cheap rite. hahaha, 'ripcurl' somemore. hahaha. after eating i took mrt home wif the two crazy guys. reached home at ard 7.40. had my rest. ya so tats what i did for the whole yest. nieway guys. if u wana see my raya photos do take a look at the pix section aite. i've uploaded it oreadi. i will upload the pix that i went out wif my cuzzin's frens soon aite. will update my blog too. toodles!
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hola guys! hahaha. its been some time i blog. hahaha. bz wif hari raya lah. hahaha. bz collecting money. nieways now i'll update u all wif wat happened during the last few days. after the 4th november i dun reli go out for hari raya colletion its oni on wednesday that i went out wif my kuzzin n her sch friends. they were all very friendly n they like to joke ard. hahaha. we went up n down in singapore frm hougang which is my cousin's place then went up to bishan which was ameerul place. then we proceeded to zali's place at toa payoh. then we went to sengkang which was fahmy's place n went to farhanah's place. sengkang was done n we went to macpherson which was azri's place n lastly hakim's place at haig road. hahaha. see. veri tiring rite. all the places were not at my house area. n tell u all wat. the guys were so freaking damn late. promised 12+ to mit but they came 2 hrs later. which was 2+ oreadi. n the journey to the one place it already take 1 hr. so we oni mananged to go to 6 houses. the last house we left was at 11+. my mum was freaking angry at me. hahaha. on the way to find a taxi to go home one of my kuzzin's dear friend wanted to sent me home. die die he want to sent me. u wanna know hu rite. its mr hakim. hahaha. for the whole journey he n azri is always the one joking ard n making me smile. hahaha. n hakim's mom cooking was nice. to shorten the story the outing on wed which was on the 9 of nov was reli great. even though i went for money collection wif my classmates yest it can't beat my happiness when im out wif the bartley's students. they reli know how to brighten up my day. hahaha. ya so tats the long story after days i've not been blogging. n im goin shopping wif my two other cousin n mr hakim to beach road on monday. oh yah i oso took some pics when im out wif the bartley students. once i get the photos i'll let u all c. so wait for the photos to be updated rite. hahaha. k lah nid to log out. my chest pain is killing me. been having this problem since yest. but im gonna be ok soon. so guys i'll update soon aite. u guys better take care. dun take too mush gassy drinks. u'll fall sick easily cause the weather is quite warm here. so do take care aite! toddles!!
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SLAMAT HARI RAYE!!! whoohoo. it feel so good when raye is here. hahaha. first day of raye as per normal will go to my granma's place on my father's side first. then after that then will proceed on to my granma's place on my mother's side. hahaha. actualie i dun feel like raye tis year cos dunno y but when get money then can feel the raye atmosphere. haha. on the first day me n my cuzzin stayed at my grandma's place cos we nid to help our grandma. many ppl will come and visit her so we the anak dara have to help her out n we weren't suspossed to follow my n the others go visiting. never mind lah stay at my grandma's place the collection also ok² lah. total on the first day i got $249. alhamdullilah i got that amount. its good enough for me. on the second day which was yest my family didn't go out as my father is werking n my other uncles r also werling so stayed at home 1 day. but a few visitors came. but still got money. hahaha. actualie todae i was susposed to go to my face doctor. but as i reached the clinic there were a lot of ppl. so i decided to go back home n go back when the clinic have a few ppl. yah so my money is once again saved by the crowd in the clinic. yest also i went to the bank at deposited $50. my raye money. have to save a bit lah. n on the first day of raye my took a family pic at my grandma's place at tanglin halt road. unfortunately my 2nd sis was unable to join us as she was having her chicken pox. so sway ryte get the disease during hari raye. pity her. hahaha. yah so do take a look at the pic aite. will update more soon aite. toodles!
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hello...
im reli so so sorie i've not been updating my blog. been bz lah. furthermore hari raya is just the day after tomorrow so have a lot of house to do. now im having my rest time so im taking the oppurtunity to blog. so i'll tell u all wats been happening in my life for the past few days. on fri i went to sleep over at my aunts place at hougang cos actualie me n my cousin planned to find my raya bag on sat wif her frens all but i've promised wif my kakak sedare to accompany her to buy her shoes. so on that day my cousin n her frens cancelled their plan n we went to follow our aunts cos one of my aunt wanted to buy a tv so we went to tampines gain city. b4 that we went to bedok to have our break fast at lestari restaurant. i oredered black pepper steak. reached at tamp me, my cousin n my sis went to tamp mall to search for my cousin's shoes n my bag but un fortunately my bag is nowhere to be found but we managed to find my cousin's shoes. when we were on our way to find my cousin's shoes my sis suggested that i wear her old bag so ok lah i borrowed her bag. then inside my uncle van i was saying to my mum that since i can't find any cheap bags i told her that i wanted to buy a new shoe. she say its ok. so the next day which was on sunday my cousin went out wif her fren n she asked me along. her frens went to orchard. so i just tagged along. frm 2+ till 8+ i was still at orchard. veri tiring seh walk wif her frens. but then got to her frends. i got to know shermane, farhanah, azri, hakim n ameerul. nice frens she had. hahaha. so went to orchard n break our fast at long john. after breaking our fast we went to continue our journy to find my bloody shoes. hahaha. at last i found the shoes at john little. hahaha. at last my shoes are found n i can wear it. whooho! hahaha. then yest went to my aunts place at eunos to break our fast. as usual after that we headed to geylang AGAIN. went thre to take my mum's flowers but my uncle still haven't done it yet so went to find my sis bag. after that headed back to my aunts place. then home sweet home. hahaha. anyways i've uploaded some photos. two of the photos r the photos that we took b4 we went out on sat. n the other pic is the pic of my new shoes. hahaha. so i'll update again soon aite! toodles!
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