Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
todae i never go sch again. hahaha. lazy lah. some more im fasting todae. i will get tired veri easily. hahaha. yeay todae its the last dae im paying back my fast. then next week is already the fasting month of ramadan. hahaa. u guys out there better fast ah. ALLAH nampak segala aper yg kiter lakukan. cheh aziemah nak step ustazah lak kau nie. hahaha. if just now i go to sch oso my frens all 'CABOT' frm sch. they all ah veri bad! veri veri veri bad! hahha. i never 'cabot' sch b4 except for my art prelims exam ah. that one oso i 'cabot' my mum knows abt it ok. i gd girl one. hahaha. haiz. next one whole week is my major exam n im veri scared. hope i can do all my paper with a clear mind. peeps out there do wish all the best for me aite. after the exams i can hooray hooray oreadi. hahaha. im goin to find werk soon. eh iqah dapat keje jgn lupe aku eh. kiter kan member 'ijau'. tak bgs lokek-lokek. rina kalau kau dpt keje pon jgn lah lupe aku. aku pon nak cari duit. haha. nieway todae is a hepi day for one of my close fren, rina. hahaha. its her 8th month anniversary with agus. eh rina, HEPI 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WIF AGUS! hope ur relationship wif agus will last longer than this aite. n hope ur date todae will make u hepi n not end up wif small little fights. so hepi for her. at last she got her mr right n she's staying wif one. hahaha. so lucky of her. i wonder when i can feel a long relationship. tak mcm aku tak sampai 2 bulan all are vanished. its the tyme yet lah eh. enjoy ur life aziemah n be MATURED! hahaha. LIVE UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST! thats my motto! hahaha. nieway guys njoy ur weekends aite!
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yeay! im free now. more freedom than ever. hahaha. nieway todae was my art mock exam n my class did anyhow for their paper. hahaha. then during the last period which is my maths period my form teacher pass out our report books. n guess wat. i passed three n failed three. hahaha. nieway i'll do my best for my N. will have to do my best. promise is a promise. haiz. there' too much thigs in my mind now. k lah wanna go n rest. im fasting todae. hahaha. k lah. i've uploaded some of the pics that my kuzzie took at the chalet. some of the pic i look funni lah! hahha.
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haiz...i dunno y but he changed so much. serious. haiz. so sad. veri sad. reli sad. doesn't care bt me animore now. dunno y but im reli so sad. k lah nieway let's stop toking bt the relationship. sorie i've not been updating my blog. bz wif my art. tomorrow my mock exam liao. veri stress. so many things haven't been done yet. im goin to do as much as i can todae. haiz. doin my art but my mind is somewhere else. u know where lah kan. nieway next week N level starts oreadi. hahaha. and it will end next week too. then can hooray hooray! yeay! haha. will be finding for work after my N's. hahaha. k lah nid to get ready for sch. just got home actualie frm basirah's house. paid a visit to her house to check out how's her condition. she's fine with good health. nieway all the best for her! k lah guys. i'll upda te again if i have the time aite! bye!
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todae as per normal nth much happened. went to sch as per normal. actualie ari nie nak bayar puase alik tapi tak bgn sahur then terluoe nak niat. so i didn't fast todae. P.E period i did my art n managed to finish some of it. malay period went to watch a malay movie named sepet....quite a good show lah. but managed to watch oni half of the first disc as no time to watch the whole cd. maths period as usual do nothing. then recess i ate chicken rice. after recess it was history period n i slept in class. hahaha. my tiredness frm yesterday is still there lah. haha. after history it was eng period n we did SRA. so damn bored. hahaha. i cheated when i was doing the paper. copy my fwen. crazy rite. hahaha. nieway after eng was the end of the sch period. hahaha. went home n here i am now. HOME!!! 3+ i nid to get ready n go to sch again. self-study again.... haiz...no col frm him again. when am i goin to get the col ah? haiz....juat waiting for the col till now. k lah. i wanna go n eat n pack my bag. c ya all soon aite! byez!
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haluuuu!!! haha. im back frm my sis chalet. hahaha. the tiredness is still there. but i reli do had a lot of fun there. me n my kuzzie were swimming all day long there. hahaha. luckily i didn't turn that tan there. didn't had enough sleep there cos the sleeping place is too small. had to squeeze. there were 4-5 families in the chalet n my sis booked the aloha loyang chalet. sea view bungalow some more. but inside my room there were lots of ppl inside. all my gerl kuzzins were inside there. hahaha. this monin woke up ard 5+am. my aunt lah. early monin come inside the room n wake us up. the reason is later nak mandi ramai org. haiyoo. i woke up n bath. after that me, my bro n my bro's gf went home first cos my mum things r all inside my bro in law car so i have to help to bring the things home first. reached home i unpacked my bag wait for my dad to come home with breakfast. after breakfast i went inside my room n checked my hp. skali got 1 missed call!!! arghh!!!! u know i know hu la kan. but then too bad cos it was just a missed call. didn't get the chance to tok cos never called back. after eating breakfast watched vcd then went to sleep again. hahaha. woke up at ard 3+pm. skali i got msg. u wanna know how many msgs i received?? 11 messages received. hahaha. many rite. it was all the yesterday's msgs i got. 1 of the msgs was frm hym. hahaha. nieway reli hope i can get the col again. reli hoping for that. k lah. i nid to iron my sch uniform n pack my bags. so i nid to go. here r some of the pics i took at the chalet. hhaha. funny n tired faces.
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arghhh!!!! next tues is oreadi my art mock exam. aiyooo. so many things haven't been done. we got the qn paper two weeks ago n next week is oreadi the exam. so fast sia. n next two weeks is oreadi my N levels. argh! so stress. is there anione out there hu can be there for me when im in this situation???? n now im having a real bad headache. veri painful seh. just finished doin some of my art realistic drawing. veri tired. 7.30 wake up oreadi. my fren came over n do the art wif me. n as usual the both of us never go to sch. hahaha. we go sch oso many ppl never come n there's not much lesson goin on. so might as well i stay at home n do my own work. more worth it. later i'll be goin to my sis chalet at aloha loyang till sun monin. its a family chalet. ppl go there to njoy, me, i'll be doin my stupid art. haiz. reli stress. someone somebody out there willing to share my stress? i'll love u lots if u're willing to. hahaha. k la. till here then. still nid to pack my bag n have some rest. my head is killing me!!!
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t0dae i never go to sch again. wif a reason im tired n lazy. hahaha. but im i'll be goin to sch in the afternoon for my self-study again. yest went for my self-study n did my N level art wif the help of suhailah. after breaking my fast i went to pray magrib berjemaah wif my frens there. wah shiokk seh sembahyg berjemaah ramai². hahaha. todae im fasting again n will be breaking my fast in sch. then i want to sembahyg jemaah wif den again. k lah now i have to take care of nephew. so naughty lah him. k lah i'll write again soon aite. sorie i never update the past few daes. i was so bz n confused thinking abt something. till here then. toodles!!!
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yesterday n todae i reli had a tired dae. now i have my veri own bedroom. hahaha. yeay! so yest n todae i have to do many stuffs as i have to shift my bed n all my stuffs to the other room. my bedroom was actualie my study room but i asked my mother to chnage the studi room to my own bedroom cause we rarely use the study room so might as well use the room as my own room. now at last i have my own room. yeay! its fully completed but it is on the way to complere. just have to wait for my sis to shift her things out of my room then i can fully arrange my room. besides having my own room im still stressed wif a lot of things. one my studi n the other i shouldn't sae it. it just makes me sick. nieway dun want to sae anything more lah. k lah. i wanna go n watch my favourite malay drama. gtg aite. i'll write more if im free aite. bye!!!
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hahaha. new pix. actualie i took it last two weeks i tink. b4 the september sch holidays. me n my kuzzins. hahaha. nieway just got back frm sch. so tired. but later i still nid to go back to sch for self-study. todae nid to go out earlier as i nid to accompany my frens for their malay dance. i dun want to go to sch alone. nieway just now after sch i had to rush to the art rm to take my art N level paper. the themes we were quite ok but to me its diff cause im plain LAZY to do art. veri² lazy. hahha. but wat to do i have to report to my teacher every friday each week to let her check my work. if not i will be barred frm the exam. no way man. im gonna do it cos i paid $48 just for the art exam n i've also done my coursework. its gonna be such a waste if i drop the subject. hahaha. nieway njoy looking the pix aite. i nid to log off n get ready for sch. i'll write again soon. bye!!!
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u all read my tagboard. there's this stoopid dun know hu come n anyhow col me desperado. anyhow oni. dunno anything then want to col me desperado. idiot!!! nieways i just got back frm sch. self-study again as per normal. todae i studied maths. n i reli concentrated on maths todae. most of my frens didn't study todae. they were slacking all the way todae. me, sat alone at one corner n study. hahaha. nieways tomorrow i'll be getting my N level art qn paper. haiz. so scared sia. k lah. i wanna go n eat. so hungry. nieway 'u dun need toknow' dun anyhow col people desperado when u dun know that person really well. idiot!
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argh!!!! tgk ah tak jadi lagi.stupid shit seh. sabar aje aku. hahaha. tgk ah nak kater bingit tak bingit nak kater tak bingit, bingit jugak. ntah lah mcm aner eh. haiz...due kali tak jadi.....haiz....ntah lah eh. its either he's tired or he forgot all abt it. i did sometin special for him. but since he can't make it todae then mayb i'll give it to him IF we happen to mit. haiz. lets c if he will col me todae. usually im the one hu always col him. lets c if he will b calling me todae since he's at home the whole day todae. nieway i've just finished my lunch n now getting ready to go to sch for studying again. hahaha. N level is on the 3rd october. how can i not study. furthermore my prelims results SUCKS to the core. hahaha. k lah. i nid to rush off n get ready aite. i'll write again tomorrow k. toodles!
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just got home frm sch n i just had my lunch cos recess i never eat a heavy meal. later i have to get ready to go to sch back for self-study. study untill 9pm as per normal at the sch library. n unfortunately yesterday i didn't meet him as he was bz wif his werk. actualie we can mit but i dun want to trouble him cos he nid to be back home by 4 to go to werk back. n i finsh sch at abt 1+. so its like wasting of time if we mit. it will be like 1-2 hrs of meeting. where got enough??...hahaha....then some more he nids to go back n forth frm yishun to tamp n go back to yishun. far rite. kesian him so we didn't mit. but he said we will be meeting on the 17th. hahhaa..its still 4 days away. hahaha. insyaallah we will mit. haha. but tomorrow its a special day for me. hahaha. dun want to let u all know. secret. haaha. dunno if its reli gonna to happen lah kan. so just wait for tomorrow aite. k lah guys nid to get ready for sch liao. later im late kena scold wif my fren. hahaa. k lah i'll write again soon aite. take care guys!!!
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hahaha. got his msg this monin. he contacted me oreadi!!!! hahaha. i was inside my religious class when my phone vibrated. then i thought it was my fren skali .:Mr LaWyEr:. hahaha. after my class then i replied his msg. hahaa. i asked him when he top up his phone. just this morning. n his werking todae till 9 pm. mayb after 9pm i'll col him n ask bt tomorrow. dunno if he still remembers it. haiz. nieway i did some personality just now. just for the fun of it. hahaha. this are some of the tests i did. c lah k. but then its not good to believe it. hahaha. just c lah k. nieway i'll write again soon aite. bye!
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
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still no progress. still no contact frm him. haiz. i dunno when will he contact me. yesterday it was onli the morning i called hym to ask whether he's home. n tats it. no more contacting. i tink todae he will be werking in the morning which means frm 8 am to 9 pm. n mayb tomorrow he will be werking at nite. but then dunno lah. im reli hoping he will col me as soon as possible. haiz. got so many things to tell him. hopefully he will col me soon lah. n hopefully he still remembers his promise on the 12th or either 13th. if remembers lah. haiz.....
now im all bored at home. so stress thinking bt him. dunno y. haiz....when will he contact me? im reli hoping it will be soon. RELI soon. pls pls pls be it soon.haiz.. now i oso dun have anything much to write cos my head is stucked up thinking bt him. argh!!!!
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haiz.another big fight happened again. haiz. i advice all of u NEVER EVER lie to anybody. u'll regret it like me now. now im not able to contact mr lawyer cos i lied to him yesterday. it was a really big mistake. haiz. n yesterday oso i had a fight wif one of my fren. stupid shit lah him. bcos of him i fought wif mr lawyer. kill him!!!! fight wif me just bcos of a girl which is oso my "fren". stupid! n now its difficult for me to contact mr lawyer cos he doesn't like to be lied. n i just did that to him. now im like thinking how to get contact wif him. haiz. now im at my aunts house at hougang. my kuzzins all phsycoed me like hell during lunch just now. so now here i am at their house. im staying over here for a day. hahaha. k lah i wanna go n eat my pizza now. my kuzzie ordered pizza cos she promised to order pizza if i sleep over her house today. hahha. the pizza remind me of mr lawyer!!! he likes pizza. i know he likes pizza. hahha. nieway i nid to go n eat now. my stomach is shouting for food. hahaha. nieway this is a message for mr lawyer if he happens to read my blog:
im reli sorie!!! im very sorie for wat i've done yesterday. n i reli hope u can forgive me. i will never do it again k. i promise!!! pls col me wen u're free. i have many things to tell u.
that the message. k lah have to eat oreadi. mr lawyer, i'll the pizza on behalf of u k. hehehe. k lah guys nid to go oreadi. bye!
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haha. arlow! been two days never update my blog. bz lah. i studi u know! hahaha. mon was my malay paper 1 n 2. the paper was ok lah n its much easier than my prelims paper. hahaha. n yesterday was my malay listening paper n my social studies(SS) paper. the malay LC was ok n the SS was diff. hahaha. the SBQ is damn diff. perah otak seh kat dlm pikir. da lah tak blaja chapter tu skali kuar. trok seh. tapi nasib baek SEQ kuar merger and separation. mungkin leh score sal last min blaja n everything is inside my otak. hahaha. eh actualie kan last min study is good cos everything u just study is fresh in ur mind. hahaha. nieways yest nite when i was bored i wrote my diary n complain everything bt my mr lawyer inside there. hahaha. skali tadi pagi dier tepon. haha. so hepi. bebual jap ngan dier pastu letak. he has some werk to do. n looks like now i wil be diff for me to contact him as his p'paid is low. haiz. just have to wait for the time he's bz n the time when he wants to col me then i can tok to him. kalau tak alamat nye tak contact lah. n i miss someone very much. i miss aiman. my dearest aiman. he's not here for two days. miss his laugh n his loud screech. hahaha. miss him dancing. hahaha. the house will be so quiet without him ard but tonite he will be staying here as my sis have to work tomorrow. hahha. can play wif him. n my boredom will be killed wif him ard. hahaha. after my remedial i nid to go to my aunts place. n aiman is there!!! hahaha. can't wait to mit him. k lah. i want to bath n get ready for sch. got maths remedial lah. k. i'll again when im free aite. bye!
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as usual i just got back frm my religious class just now. as soon as i reached home i called my mr lawyer n told him tat i just reached home. he asked me where i was frm. hahaha. i know actualie he wanted to scold me. haha. but then when i sae im frm my religious class then he said ok. hahaha. then just now i ate nasi lemak tat my mum bought me. ate half of it. the other half i save it for my mum. she haven't ate her breakfast. later in the afternoon at ard 3 i'll be goin studying wif my fren at the same place yest. k lah gtg. my kuzzins are here. they'll be staying over here. n of cos i nid to entertain them. k lah till here then. bubbye!
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todae in the afternoon i ate nasi goreng tat my mum cooked. i ate it wof sambal sotong and daging rendang. i ate the rice two times. then at ard 7+ me n my parents wif one of my fwen fadillah went to eat prata at my nearby house coffeeshop. i ate banana prata n egg prata. hahha. c how big my appetite is. after eating wif my parents i went to tampines west cc to study wif my fwen fadillah. when we reached at the cc my other express fwens were there so we joined them. n guess wat. as soon as we reached at the cc, fadillah wanted to eat curly fries so we went to buy it. we ate n we studied. then one of my express fwen bought ice-cream. fadillah oso wanted to buy ice-cream. hahhaa. we ate hot fugde sundae each. by then we were really full. cannot studi oreadi. BUT we managed to studi sometin. hahha. then i got scolded by my mr lawyer as i was home late. i called him at ard 9+. he was so angry that he said"sampai umah baru col org ah".PAP! the phone was hung up. so sad. he was reli angry wif me. then when i reached hoem ard 10.15 i called him but he never pick up the phone. i susposse he's really angry wif me. haiz. what to do. perang dayak sudah berlaku. kiter tgk lah aper terjadi di hari esok aite. till then guys. take care!
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yesterday i reli had a lot of fun. of cos it was teacher's day but we the students oso enjoyed ourselves. me n frens tokk pictures together n had a lot of fun together when we watched the concert. we shouted n screamed supporting our veri dearly classmate. hahaha. some were playing the band n some were the members of the dikir barat grp. the pics i've just uploaded just now is the best pic that i display there. hahaha. yesterday i oso got my pp maths n physics. n i failed both of it. but i passed my malay pp. hahaha. nieway of all the pics i took yesterday i liked this pic the most. hahaha. style rite. hahaha. k lah. give me ur comments aite. i nid to go off to mit my sis for lucnh. do take care all of u! bye!
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let your heart out.
