u're the one i love.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

i just got back frm sch. not reli frm sch lah. i went to a coffeeshop near my fren's house. after that then i went home. actualie i wasn't suspossed to b home now. im suspossed to be in sch doin my art prelims exam. but i cabot frm it. hahaha. naughty rite me. hahha. i got green lite frm two important ppl oreadi. so i cabot lah. hahaha. later in the afternoon im goin to SCH. not DATE. im goin for nite study wif my fwens. until 9pm. tomorrow still got lesson. so tired. n i tink im gonna get scolded by my art teacher cos cabot her paper just now. k lah. i wanna have my nap now. tired. later nid to study again. k lah. bubbye!

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hahaa. im over the moon todae. hahaha. rinduku sudahpun diubati. tak paham kan? takpe. aku sorang jer paham. nieways i just got back frm my religious class. i reached home then i took pics wif my nephew. haha. how? cute rite my nephew? hehehe. after i changed i went to help my mum wash the dishes after that im here updating my blog. mayb in the afternoon im goin studying. mayb wif my fren mayb alone. k la. i wanna log out n eat my favourite bubur ayam. i oni like my mother's bubur ayam. hehhe. k lah. i'll more if i have the time k. lurve lawyer lots!!

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arlow!!! just got frm sch for my science prelims exam. the physics paper was ok but the chemistry paper veri the diff. so scred if i failed my chem paper. nieways yest i slept at 12+ after toking to my 'lawyer' for a while. haiz. at last get to to hear my 'lawyer' voice after 2-3 weeks we never tok to each other. reli miss that voice veri much! but we talked onli for abt 5 min n he nids to get his rest. so we hung up the phone. he went to get his rest while i continue my studies for while. cannot take it animore then i went to slip at 12.55. haha. n now im back at home updating my bloggy. n im having a really bad flu. in the examination hall just now i kept sneezing that my nose is red now. haha. so funni. but i'll have to go back to sch in the afternoon to studi. so now i wanna go get my nap n i have to up at 3. so take care aite all of u. n i miss my 'lawyer' veri the much! hehe. eh ouh yah. the pics! hehe. the pics were taken during my kakak sedare wedding at bukit panjang CC. its a pic of me n my eldest sis(green) n kak fiza(light blue)-my bro's gf. hehehe. k lah. wanna take my nap. veri tired oreadi. k lah. byes all of u. miss 'lawyer' very much!

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NeVeR Be RePlaCeD

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I doI'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling
I could get thisI can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think that I could live my life like this everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
That everyday that I spend with you
I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I doI'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

i just lurve this song soo muchy! hehehe. swit rite the song. nieway this song is dedicated especially to the 'lawyer'.hehehe. just wanna let that person know that he WILL NEVER BE REPLACED! hehehe. nieway miss hym so the many many. k lah i nid to log out. nid to go back to sch AGAIN to studi. k lah guys. take care aite! bubbye!

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i just got home frm sch. went to sch for my night study in sch. but then when i reached sch i onli studied for a min n i went walking ard the library. hehee. cannot concentrate lah. nieway i went to sch at ard 7+ untill 9. actualie nothing much happened todae but im gonna tell u all sometin. me eng prelims exam paper just now was reli damn difficult. shit man! i think im gonna fail this paper. but its ok im gonna concentrate more on my science n maths. im goin to pass my N level. thats my promise to him. hahhaa. nieway nowadays when im on my to sch or on my home i will alwaes look ard me. mane lah tau leh terserempak ngan dier kat simei eh. hahaha. insyallah bole terserempak. just have to look out. k lah i have to log out n studi my history. tomorrow maths n history paper. hahaha. so scared. i have to pass all my subjects or else i will be nagged by a 'lawyer'. hehehe. nieway im missing that 'laywer'.hehe. k lah take care guys. gd nite!

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just got home frm sch. actualie b4 heading home me n frens went to eat at mcdonalds. hahaha. hungry. nieway we eating n laughing enjoyably. hahaha. after that we went straight home. i dunno y but im in a hepi mood todae. i laughed n smiled the whole day in sch. mayb becos i know someone's heart oreadi. hahaha. nieway u all wanna read my fwen wrote a malay poem. she's good in her malay n she always write a poem. n this poem she wrote for me when she heard my story last time. so here the poem goes:

kita saling menyintai
antara satu sama lain
ku tak mengerti
mengapa diri ini sanggup dilukai
ku amat merindu akan suarammu
kata-kata manis yang pernah kau lafazkan dulu sayang
hati ku ini yang dapat merasa
betapa rindunya hati ini terhadap dirimu
adakah ini semua mimpi yang ku reka sendiri?
ku slalu menanti masanya untuk kau sudi mengubati ini
tapi berapa lama ku harus menanti?
masihkah ku ada di dalam hatimu?
ku masih menanti kasih sayang mu
dapatkah ku sempat merasakan semua ini?
ku amat sedih dengan kelakuanmu tapi ku tahan kesedihan ku ini
demi janji-janji ku terhadap mu
ku sedih
ku tak ada tempat mengadu
pernah tak kau fikirkan sayang?
adakah menyintai diri ini suatu permainan buat dirimi sayang?
ku masih menanti jawapan dari mu....

so hows the poem? ok not? hahaha. a bit too loving lah but what can i say. my dear fren is a very loving person so tats y. haha. nieway i have to write my fren's lyrics oreadi. so i will write again soon k. miss the person inside the pic so much! so many many. hahaha. dunno who rite? nvr mind. the person know who the person is. hahaha. k lah. all of u take care aite!

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todae went for a religious seminar near my house. is a seminar abt teenagers n parents n how teenagers n parents shld communicate each other n all that lah. n when my 'ustaz' gave the seminar i realise how much i love my parents n my siblings. to make it simple i lurve my family. the pic that i've uploaded is a pic of my family n my sis wif her husband n dear nephew.

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yesterday was a very tiring dae. i reached home at ard 8+ frm sch. went for self study in sch. wif nenen my dear fren. and on our way home inside the bus frm sch to home we kept laughing like crazy gerls. the both of us kept making jokes n laughed non-stop. i tink its bcos we r stressed that we laughed too much.

actualie yesterday i planned to slip early but i suddenly thought of him n decided to msg him but unexpectedly he replied me back...ARGH!!! hahhaa. i was so hepi. n we msged each other for a while untill i was too tired n went to slip. when i woke up in the mornin i still can't believe he msged me. hahaha. nieways im too hepi. tats y im a bit crazy todae. nieway guys i gtg. im at my neighbour's place. take care guys!

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top pic: nadiah, zira n me
bottom pic: (frm top left to bottom left) zira, kak intan, me, fela n izzatul(ETON!)

hahaha. the first pic was taken when we were waiting for ur dear abg faizul for our prac. actualie this pic was taken last month but i just got it yestersay frm my dear zira. hahaha. the bottom pic is taken after our prac. da penat sempat amek gambar. hahaha. pitied kak intan cos she rushed frm pasir ris to simei just to c our dance but too bad she came late n didn't get to c our dance. hahaha. abg faizul wouldn't let her c our dance. oso dunno y. hehe. nieway i will try to put up more pic aite.

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prelims had just started n yesterday was my social sudies paper. it was quite ok but i dun have the confidence that i will pass. n just now was my malay paper. n guess wat the paper was exactly the same wif tha paper that my sis gave me yesterday. stupid shit man. i shld have tried tha paper yesterday. bloody hell! haha. nieway the exam r over so there's nothing that i can do. haha. n these few days i realise that im always daydreaming. haha. oso dunno y. too much stress. nieway i will write soon if i have the time to aite. nieway gd luck to u guys hu r taking the prelims too.

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haiz...just now after sch went for my maths remedial. i study u know todae. HAHAHA. then went eastpoint to accompany fela to buy her things. then we went home. everione knows bt my situation oreadi n they were so caring n told me to forget bt wat happened. i so lurve all my fwens. they r so caring. hehehe. nieway i reli hope his doin fine out there. hopefully his op will be all fine. all hopefully he will taking care of his own health. so worried sick bt him. nieway im reli² hoping he will fine. he WILL be fine.

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its all over now. its over on the 12th of august. i just knew this was goin to happen but i was just waiting for the day to come. n now u c. ITS ALL OVER!!!! just like that. gave me a reason n is all over. OVER FOREVER. i dunno wat my feelings r suspossed to be rite now. is it suspossed to b happy? sad? angry? or wat? i just dunno. im just so confused rite now. but i hope i will manage u get over wif it n start a brand new life. live life to the fullest. tat is it. kenangan akan tetap menjadi kenangan. hehe. k aniway wish him all the best n gd luck foe the future. may ALLAH bless him during the op. nieway guys sorie i've not been updating my blog coz i was feling down those past few days. reli down. but im sure im gonna b back as per normal but not as crazy as b4 as my other part of craziness is vanished. but i reli hope there's a chance for me again. reli hoping for it.

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yest had a veri tiring dae....my kakak sedare had her weddign at bukit panjang CC...actualie not a tired day but then a sweaty day...my kuzzins n me were all sweating...it was reli hot yesterday....n furthermore the CC was full of people....n the place is quite boring...hahaa....

n yesterday oso i was suspossed to have my malay dance practise but my mom say no need to go...so i never go lah...i called my teacher n she ok...so i did not go...then todae i got to know im not inside the concert...i was like...WTH??? serious seh...spent the whole week practising n im not in it...wat sey....i dun know wats in cikgu's mind tat im not in the concert...but wateva it is I DUN CARE ANIMORE!!!! i reli hate this....waste my time practising n in the end im not in it...STUPID AR!!!

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todae notin much happened...its jus that the day was cool n calm...hahaha...raining...it was raining thw whole monin...n i was sleeping the whole art period..notin to do mah....n the last period of the dae was MATHS....was having mock exam...the mock exam was VERY BAD....didn't have tyme to finish the paper...i tink im gonna fail it badly....shit sia...wasn't really ready for the idiotic paper..HAHAHA...k lah nieway i wanna go n have my slip....gd nite sweet dreams guys!!

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phew!!!! its ok oreadi....so scared seh yesterdae.....smsed him then he replied...then i called his hp....he picked up the phone n his voice was so diff.,,,i asked wat happened..he's sick...fever....kesian seh.....then tok²....after toking we put down the phone n i went to slip....

todae??? tarian prac again of cos....last prac b4 the rehearsal on fri.....so tiring..n one more thing bt this dance im onli the belen² gerl....nvm...i dun tink ppl want to c me dance oso wat....haiya....k lah...i wanna go n rest...so tired....bubbye!!!

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notin much happen todae...its just that we had a small tif yesterday n we did not contact each other todae...i dunno hu's fault it is but im reli sure uts my fault...ui confused rite?? i m too....haiz....i dunno wats hapenin to me...im so stressed up...first...this thing...secondly, my malay dance....thirdly,my PRELIMS r coming!!! n lastly, my MATHS MOCK EXAM is on thurs...u c??? i am reli stress!!! i reli hope someone can col me n comfort me...im so stressed that i can be dead in not time!!! miss him a lots!!!! ARGH!!!!

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